everybody wants you...

You are so unpredictable.

Whenever I feel like giving up already on crush, he would suddenly make you feel his presence thru his text messages. I'm feeling hopeless not because he did or said something to me, but because of this mushroom girl! Remember, she added me on facebook. I don't know why, maybe because wants to stalk me because she also likes crush. There was a time where we talked on facebook chat about her and her work. Of course crush is also a part of our conversation. And she's like, "oh ya, me and crush were trying to pass an application on that nursing job in Singapore". Now I'm jealous. I also mentioned that crush was trying to save money to buy an iTouch when she mentioned that they also talked about that iPod thing before and they might buy together at the same time! Paker! haha! Then I teased her "sabay talaga bibili eh, haha, saan ba kayo bibili?" Binawi bigla haha, "naku, di naman talaga sabay, nagkataon lang na gusto namin pareho ng iPod, eh wala naman pareho pambili pa haha" WEHHH :P

They used to work on the same hospital (it was last year, i think, then crush transferred) but not anymore. Now she mentioned that she just left her work and would try to apply in the hospital where crush is working now. WTF! If her goal is to make me jealous, she won already. She sounds nice on our chat, it's just me who makes her look bad. Sorry! My heart is already aching talking to her about crush. Sometimes I feel like deleting her, haha! Bitter!? But I won't do that since I don't want to look bad you know. :p

On the other side, crush is making me feel good like always! Though I miss him everyday... Haha... Sometimes I think that I miss him more than my brother, sister, mom and dad! Haha! Am I exaggerated/ing? Well, I don't know about that. What I'm sure of is that I like him, no, I love him so much! Hahaha! Saveeeh!

ONE SIDED LOVE...


xoxo,
thecolorblind