it's on

Now it's official! I'm leaving on the 5th of June! Some of my college friends were asking me why so soon. I don't know either. I just grabbed this opportunity since I'm not very happy with my applications here in the schools in town. I texted one of my grade school friends about it and she replied "Naiiyak ako!!!". Aww, I know, I'll miss her big time too! I called her and she told me what will happen to them because we used to hang out here in my place whenever we see each other. And now that I'm leaving she's saying that there will be no more "tambayan" haha!

Moving on, my dad also wants this for me since he know that Singapore is a very good country. And also maybe because, this is what I want. When I was in college I'm really looking forward in working outside the country. Well, this is it! I'm starting to live that dream. Of course there will be sacrifices to be made like leaving your love ones, but with today's technology we can keep in touch with each other with the use of the internet and text messaging. I can't imagine what it's like when there's no internet or cellphone. I remember when I was young, my mom used to record my voice in a cassette tape and then send it thru snail mail so my dad can hear my voice since he's working abroad. I also used to write letters for my dad and other cousins abroad, and those letter takes a long time before it reaches them. Now, everything is instant. You will just open your computer, connect to the internet and tadaa you can see and talk to your love ones in real time.

Going back to the present situation, I'm not yet feeling nervous since I still have 2 weeks. I'll just tell (tally you) you about my today's happenings..... so today this is what i did:

- left my house at past 10am and went to cousin's place
- booked my flight on June 5
- copied some Korean series and movies from my cousin
- went home to eat lunch
- watched Step Up 3 with my brother and sister
- printed the ukulele chords / lyrics that crush sent me last night
- left the house and went to cousin + friendsss place
- walked with friend hoping that the lomi house is open (not)
- bought ice cramble for me and the cute kid (crush's niece)
- sat down on the pavement with my iPod on
- chilling out alone outside the gate till the sun went down (but deep inside, waiting for crush :P)
- became an information counter because crush's friend was looking for him (so i txted him that someone's looking for him)
- watched going bulilit with my little cousins
- texted crush about his print outs
- crush shouted outside the gate (my sister started to tease me while giggling) and then I went out and then we went to his place
- showed me the parts of the bike that he bought (fail! haha! some parts don't match on his bike)
- tried to sing/play THE LAZY SONG but the lyrics are missing so he asked me to write it down but i didn't finish it since they were teasing my handwriting (sori lang! haha!)
- fooled around with crush's nieces...
- went home even though it's raining... (it's a blessing! I thank the Lord for letting me have another day / moment with my cousins, friends, especially with crush)


P.S.
Mamimiss ko si CRUSH ng bonggang bongga! :( Mamimiss nya din kaya ako ng bongga? :( hehe

My cousin is in a very big dilema! And I think I am the root of it! howmaygash naman! haha! Sorry, sorry, sorry! I'll buy you a panda toy! hehe... :D

xoxo,
thecolorblind