Miyerkules, Mayo 18, 2011

life as we know it...

I was home alone this morning and I've decided to watch LIFE AS WE KNOW IT to let the time pass. Today is another badminton day. I went to my cousin's house ad together we walked to the badminton court. I texted brother, crush and friend (high school servicemate) to play with us. Of course when they got there me and cousin were already perspiring to death. haha! So most of the time we're playing in doubles. Cousin is the scorer, me + friend versus brother + crush. Then me+crush versus cousin+friend.

We were all resting on the bench when crush and friend decided to play singles. They were talking while playing when a group of other players asked them if they could play together in doubles. It was a bit challenging for them since their opponents are good. After their match our two friends set me and my cousin to play with the challengers! Like WTF! Me and my cousin don't really play good together because we will just tease and laugh at each other even though our opponents are serious! Haha! We even made them (our opponents) laugh since we can't stop ourselves from making fun of each other. Cousin gave up and so crush became my partner. HA! We won during the first round and we barely notice that our score is moving! hehe. We even have this hand tap (sign of teamwork) whenever we have a good hit /play or nice shot! Or sometimes we use our rackets. hehe. Whenever he or me was hit by the shuttle cock, we would try to copy cousin's moves and lines which is so VICE GANDA! It was a very awkward move but still we manage to do that since we're having fun. So in short, lantaran na naman ang kalokohan! Wala na talaga akong poise! Haha!

One time, in the middle of our rest time, crush told me that he has an interview next week. There will be a recruiter from Singapore that will come over to the Philippines to interview and hire nurses. I can see from his eyes that this is what he is waiting for. I remember him staying in Singapore for a month because it was his brother's wedding and job hunting at the same time. I thought he would never go back here since his friends gave him a farewell party (which is where I wasn't invited because they were all nurses. LOL) I even asked him to job hunt for me, and he did! haha! When he told me (facebook chat) that he failed to get in the hospitals there, I felt his pain! :( I know what it feels like to be rejected from somewhere you wanted to be in. So now I don't know what I am feeling. I am happy for him to have this kind of opportunity, but sad because he might leave soon.

This is just so HISTORY REPEATS IT SELF second version! He is my second love. Now I said it. My first love migrated to Italy... He left without him knowing that I like him! Hmmp! And now, crush might leave, which is maybe for good if he got accepted. :( I told this to my cousin and she said that "at least you can go to Singapore". Well yeah, since it's cheaper to go there than in Italy. But still!!! :( I'm feeling down... haaay... this is life...


xoxo,
thecolorblind

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