Two AM

I was still wide awake around 2am and I was chatting with this guy online...

Here are my favourite parts of the conversation.....

B: Next year when there is defqon again you have to come :p

Me: I caaaant!!! But I waaaant!!!
I have 2014 or 2015! You should still be free on those years hahaha!

B: Haha! :p

Me: Will you??? Haha!

B: ofcourse XD

Me: :D

B: U?

Me: What?

B: Will u be free

Me: I am and will be!!! ;) 2 years is just quick

B: :) then I will be too ^^

Me: Yay! :)

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Wagas! Kilig kilig naman! Puro kilig lang! Tapos I asked for a photo from the event and he sent me a photo of him with a beer and a shortless tall guy (abs and una ko nakita!) on his side... nakakainlove! Bwahaha! Sarap magtumbling! Hihihi...


xoxo,
thecolorblind

Coffee-ing

I don't really drink coffee... I mean to make me stay alive-alert-awake. Well I do drink frappe and other cold or ice blended coffee when I feel like to. I have this idea that drinking hot (and bitter) coffee is for the oldies. But now I'm an oldie and sometimes its so hard to admit that I'm drinking coffee in the morning and in the afternoon to make me a-a-a... My friend let me tried her coffee one time (when i was feeling sooo sleepy at work) and it's sooooo good. If you ever tried Old Town Coffee in hazelnut flavour, it's so damn good and with just the smell of it, my whole body seems to respond properly haha! Robot?

Eversince I started drinking that Old Town Coffee, I feel like I'm addicted to it. Whenever I'd feel sleepy, I would grab a sachet and make my coffee.

I noticed too that eversince I got addicted to coffee, I feel like I've been thinking about stuffs that I should not be thinking... Well you know, WORRYING... Sometimes getting too emotional... So I just had to plug in my earphones and play my "emo playlist" on my iPhone. I'm not yet 25 but I feel like I'm on my quarter life crisis! Hahaha!

Yeah I'm old now, 22years old. I wonder what I'd call myself when I reach 25 and when I'm on my 30s. Also wondering if I'd be still alive hahaha! I know I always think that I might be dead later or tomorrow or the next day. So when I'm feeling boring I think of things to do that I might not be able to do on the next few days.

Now I'm drinking coffee while reading my 10th book of the House of Night series...

Killing time at work on a Saturday...


xoxo,
thecolorblind

Wet & Wild

May 1, 2012...

Holiday today! Friend was invited by Frenchy to go with him and friends to a swimming in downtown east. Of course I was invited too! Frenchy even told my friend that my crush (whih one? Lol) would be there! Awesome! I was on panic the night before when friend called me up.

Swimming day! I thought it was a resort, you know, those that have villas and cottages haha! Then it turned out that it was a water park! It's exciting coz my crushes will be there hihihi! Me and friend went ahead of them coz we live near the water park. The Frenchies thought it was close coz the taxi that they took said that it's under renovation, stupid cab driver! Good thing I was able to call the water park and confirmed to the frenchies that it's open. When we got there me and friend were nervous coz we will be out with a bunch of French Fries haha! Exciting coz we will be able to see them topless!!! Ayayay!!! Hahaha!!!

When the frenchies got there, I was starstrucked seeing my crushes on their sunglasses!!! OMFG!!! 10 French fries, 6 are awesome!!! Libre nanaman ako ng boylet ni friend hihi... Feeling ko gusto na ko sipain nun eh haha! When we got in, I noticed that the place is not that big. Parang compressed version ng Splash Island haha! Wild Wild Wet in Downtown East, Pasir Ris.

We were looking for available lockers and then pag liko ko nakita ko si boy salamin na naka hubad na! Wagas! Pinagpawisan ako sabay walk out! As in! Di ko kinaya pangyayari! Haha! Since the only girls in the group was me and friend, we went to the ladies room together and changed our outfit. Nahihiya ako sa itchura ko, ang laki ko eh haha tapos andun pa crush ko! Pak! I don't know what to do! But for sure bubuntot ako kay friend and frenchy. Sana may partner din kasi ako kahit sa araw Lang na yun! Lol... So there when we got back to the locker area, frenchy was waiting with checkered boy! Parehong topless na French fries! Hairy nga Lang si checkered boy! Damn he's hot, lakas ng dating! Kala ko papartneran na ko lol! I wish!

We climbed up the stairs to had the group slide ek ek. It was me frenchy and friend with another 3 ugly strangers who rode the same group floater lol. I was dreaming na sana si boy salamin or checkered boy kasama namin haha! When we got down, we tried to look for the others. Then we bumped into the two other young frenchies, crush ko din sila hihi, si boy swipe at boyband haha! Take note, topless! LIKE! Haha! Yes I know I sound so manyak here haha! I am so enjoying the scene hihihi... We were walking back and forth looking for the rest of the French fries! Then finally the group was reunited. We were near this other slide na mukang "anchors away" ng enchanted kingdom ang drama. Two person on the floater, both are facing each other. Ones back is facing the drop and the other is facing the drop! Exciting! We queued up altogether and then I realised that I dot have a partner! :(( huhuhu... But when I counted the peeps in our group, we were 12!!! So may malas na mapipilitan para Samahan ako haha! Eh while we're in the queue si boy salamin ang pinakamalapit na pwede ko maging partner!!! Yes!!! Haha!!! Boy checkered told boy salamin to go with me but then they all started speaking in French so malay ko kung ano na, pero di na din ako nagexpect haha! Mukang ayaw ni salamin boy eh! Tsk! So nag overtake sa pila si boy salamin at sumama kay boy swipe! Hmmmmp! Buti may pinagsamahan na kami ni boyband kaya I asked him to slide with me kahit pilit hahaha! But then may nangyari, si daddy (a bit older crew mate) kakatapos Lang sa isang slide nang hamunin ako na kami nalang mag slide together haha! So I told boyband that I'll just go with daddy Kasi nanghahamon lols! In short iniwan ko si boyband hahaha! Type ata ako ni daddy kasi inaapi nya ako haha Akala nya naman, eh game kaya ako sa mga rides and slides ;) so when we're up there naabutan ko pa si boy salamin na nang iwan! Tsk! Haha! Daddy was the one who sat on his back facing the drop. Ako ang sasalo ng buong scene! And because he's so excited, he did not wait for the operator to push us, si daddy mismo nagtulak sa salbabida namin! Pak! I closed my eyes while we're sliding haha! Then after the first drop inenjoy ko na ang paikot ikot na scene hahaha! Konting sigaw at madaming mura hahaha!
When we got down, we joined the rest whos done with he ride. Salamin boy was looking at me, smiling pa while I was approaching! So bumanat ako with smile na "how was it" hihi... Kilig moment!!! Cute nya mag smile! Ay, ofcourse he's not wearing his glasses that time and yes he looks more handsome :D (tulo laway pagkatingin from top to bottom vice versa)

Friend was cursing after the slide haha! She's so scared of those stuffs Kasi haha! Then boy checkered ask me if I'm still okay, of course I said yes and I'm still on for a few round! And I challenged him to go for another roud with me! Moment ko na yun when daddy make epal! Nagselos wahaha! I like short hairy guys daw like wtf! :)))) whoever i will point na gusto ko makasama sa slide pinupulaan nya hahaha! So we were still undecided whos gonna slide with who. I ended up with frenchy since friend backed out haha! I'm still not losing hope! It was boy swipe and boy salamin who were next to go up and slide. I asked frenchy to tell boy swipe to slide wih him instead so I'll be able to go with boy salamin! Ahihihi... They were talking in French and boy swipe was looking at me! Tangina ampogi mo wag kang titingin ng ganyan sakin! Haha! Super wagas sya tumingin sa mata at Di ko kinakaya haha! So back to salamin boy, I told him that I'll slide with him! Haharang pa toh si boy swipe kaya inunahan ko na after kuhain ni boy salamin un salbabida hihi. Kilig kilig ako paakyat ng hagdanan at sinigawan ko pa si friend hahaha! 1 point for me! Boy salamin was asking me which seat will I take, I asked him which part was he seated on the first try and Di kami nagkaintindihan, Sabi nya Lang try ko na nakatalikod sa slide, so Ayun Upo ako at magkadikit legs namin haha! Wagas! Umaandar puntos ko hahaha! I was saying "oh my god" like a thousand times haha! Di naman ako super kinakabahan dahil sa slide, it's because of him! Face to face, legs to legs and most of all, EYE TO EYE! OMFG! I can die already! We were slowly moving to the edge when he said, "look at me, just look into my eyes only okay?!" wagas na putangina moment yun! As in momentum ko putangina hahaha! I will never forget that moment and ride! Even we're sliding side to side, spinning around, mgkatitigan lang kami! Ayieeee! That's what we call the ride of your life! My heart stopped, as in! Because of that eye to eye moment! Pakdawat! Hihihi... I told myself that I might not be able to sleep because of that haha! Eh Di pa ako kinikilig ng wagas nun, magkakaroon ako ng aftershock nyun haha! We were both laughing after the ride haha! Those words kept on running through my mind... "just look into my eyes..." I thank you Lord or that moment!!! :)
The group split after that ride, daddy was bullying me and boy salamin. Nagseselos hahaha! Frenchy an friend don't know which group to join, eh daddy asked me to go with them so I went with them to the group ride kasi nakabuntot sa kanya si boy salamin haha! Ayos! :))

We were 4 when we went up to the group slide. They were bullying my boy salamin haha! I was just laughing along with them haha. Kulit ni daddy! Si boy salamin bumabanat ng French Sabi ko English Lang haha! Inaapi nila ang English skills ni boy salamin. Lol. I love the way he talks pa naman. Trip ko Boses nya pag nagsasalita hihi... French, English or Tagalog! Love it haha!

Daddy has an evil plan, pag kaming group na daw sasakay sa salbabida hihilahin daw namin yung isa sa 2 girls na nag ooperate ng ride hahaha! Tengene I thought he was joking! Buti he joined this other group na mag slide Kasi they need 2 passengers pa saw lol! And yes he did what he told us! I was left with boy salamin and boy balbas haha! I am super loving the moment na kasama si boy salamin!!! We were telling the girl that we don't know the guy who was pulling her earlier hahaha! Lol moments!

When we got down, daddy's waitin for us haha! We went to the kiddie pool where there are lots of water guns and water falls! I told the group to wait for the big splash from the top, so we the others sat down on the pool waiting for the water to fall. I was just walking around the area checking my left and right and of course eyes on boy salamin haha! He was seated beside me and then daddy was making epal! He's splashing water on my face! And yan na yung waterfalls! Ang pogi ni boy salamin! He brushed up his hair habang naliligo sa falls! Tengene! Moment nanaman!Starstrucked ako! syet!

After that we decided to try the individual slide. There was only 2 floaters when we got there so in Short we cannot slide down without that. Boy salamin volunteered to get floaters and so he went downstairs to get some. I was looking for him from the top and then daddy decided to just go for the group slide again. We were about to go to te 3rd floor when I started to look for boy salamin! When I saw him from the top, I shouted for his name and I sound so gay when I did that! Daddy was bullying me lol! He was copying me and was shouting for boy salamin's name hahaha! Love it! Parang titanic scene when the leads were looking for each other hahaha!it was me, daddy, boy salamin, frenchy and friend who went to the top part for the group slide. I'm loving the company of the French peeps! Daddy went with another group of peeps again for the slide. So it was like a double date who will go for the slide hihihi! F na F ko lols! I just love talking to boy salamin! Hihihi... Then we all went to the "tsunami", the beach like part of the resort where we swim with the waves. The other two older French fries were already in the deepest part of the pool, daddy was rushing to get to them. I was with boy salamin and we both got our own floaters. Friend and frenchy was behind us. I know friend is kinda nervous coz she doesn't know how to swim haha! So I think she's thinking twice about it. Basta ako pag nakikita ko si boy salamin masaya na ako haha. I cannot swim without goggles so I can just move to the deep part with my floaters on. Nagpaalam Bigla si boy salamin that ge will go ahead. He went under his floaters and started swimming to he deep part! Omg! Flawless swimming move! Inlababo nanaman si teh hahahay! He should've waited for me haha! Oh well!

When I reached the French fries, daddy was making fun of the rest as usual. He even tried to pull me down! I was like kicking him away from me haha! Langya si daddy type talaga ako wahahah! Sorry I got my eye to salamin boy already and I don't like guys who are married hehehe... Daddy was so kulit that he even tried to push friend from her floater hahaha! Nako, trauma na si friend because she doesn't know how to swim, eh may saviour naman xa so no worries!

Tapos yung waves ek ek so I was just swimming going back to the land haha! Land talaga eh! Ofcourse I'm tryin I keep up with boy salamin who's also swimming (with floaters pala kami) near me hihi. Tangina toh so daddy Bigla sumuot sa salbabida ko! So 2 kami at pababaw na yung area kaya binuhat nya ako! Tengene! Nahihiya ako kay boy salamin hehehe...

The resort is already closing, ang aga pa kaya! It's only past 6pm tinataboy na nila mga tao. Ayun banlawan na! Meet up with the French fries afterwards. Daddy was looking at me with his silly face as I approach the group. Eh binuko ako nitong si Frenchy!!! Now daddy knows that I like boy salamin at hinahanap nya sakin kasi sya nalang wala sa group! Tsk, nawawala baby kooooo! Lol! When we decided to go to the exit, we saw boy salamin leaning against the post! At ang galing Lang ni daddy because he grabbed my arms from the back, arms open wide going to boy salamin!!! like!!! Hahaha!!! Hinayaan ko Lang na I drag ako ni daddy haha naka hug pa nga hohoho! Manyak mode on bwahah!

It suddenly rained so hard so instead of going to Chinatown to meet the other French fries, the group decided to grab some snack first and waited for the rain to stop. I was seated at the end of the table with friend beside me. Daddy asked me to sit in front of him, and that was beside boy salamin too, so why not! hihihi... Inookray ako ni daddy, buti pa si boy salamin kakatuwa kausap hihi. Dami namin moment! hahaha! Epal si daddy! tsk! Sama ng tingin ni boy salamin sa phone ko so i offered it to him para maka facebook xa, sabay banat ko na "add me on facebook" haha! We were talking about random stuffs and then nagkatanungan about our fave movies! Ay! Don romantico si  boy salamin! Gusto daw eh love stories, mga chick flick! Ayieeee! Kinilig me! hehe... Sabay ang banat ko eh Transformers bwahahaha! Sablay ako! hehe... He even typed some movie titles on my phone, I might wanna check it out daw kasi it's nice, and those are his favourites! PAK na PAK nanaman! <3 Sabay epal nanaman si daddy na ipakita daw dapat ni boy salamin samin yung pic nila ng girlfriend nya! Tsk! I know daddy, i don't care if he's not single! hehe...

Then we took a taxi going to Chinatown to meet the other French fries. Hide-and-seek ang laro coz we're all not familiar with the area. Then finally we found them, some are drunk already. Nandun si boy swipe, boy checkered at boyband! I was bullying boyband coz he looked sleepy already hehe. I was walking behind frenchy and friend when I saw boy swipe looking at me while he's seated at the side waiting for the others to move. I smiled at him and he smiled back + may wink! Ay potangina my shorts is falling! hahahaha! The group decided to have dinner at this Indian restaurant. We were walking on the streets looking for that kainan. I was walking with random French fries' coz some of them will stop and look at some shops and then some would over take. Favourite ko kasabay maglakad si boyband at boy swipe! Si boyband kasi entertaining, he asks a lot of questions, madami syang gusto malaman at gustong ishare. Then si boy swipe naman he's so flirty, whenever he walks beside me gusto eh rubbing elbows and when he speaks to me super close ng muka sa isa't isa! ayayayay! Kalurkey!

When we got to the restaurant, sa dulo nanaman ako nakaupo, and this time friend was seated at the other end with his frenchy. Ofcourse tinapatan ako ni daddy at katabi ko si boy swipe na kinakausap ako ng French, haler?! Good thing daddy and the Kuya frenchy were talking to me. But ofcourse pasulyap sulyap ako Kay boy salamin! Boy swipe went out with boy checkered to smoke so I don't have a seatmate. I'm so bored on where I was seated and so I messaged friend that I wanna exchang seat! Lol... She just replied "bahala ka jan haha". I can see her, frenchy and boyband talking and looking at me like they're making fun of me. Wtf!? Then my seatmates went back talking in French, umepal ako and told them to talk in English so I could relate. Eh binanatan ako ng French ni boy swipe at binanatan ko xa ng Tagalog at kulang nalang mag kiss kami sa sobrang lapit ng muka namin sa isat isa! I even tried to repeat some words that he's saying and then daddy and Kuya French suddenly laugh out loud and there I realised that boy swipe is saying perverted words that I kept on copying!!! Wrong move! haha! After a while, boy swipe stood up again and he asked me if I smoke, opkors not. Then he was asking me to go with him outside and so sumama ako, ikaw ba naman tingnan ng malagkit na may kindat tapos nagyayaya na magmoment! Why not choco-nut! When we're outside, I had a hard time talking to him because he cannot speak English! He's so stupid and he kept on talking like I can understand French language, haler!? I'm just enjoying the view, he's smoking and I'm drinking my beer. I even stole a snapshot haha, he's wearing sunnies at night coz he said he doesnt want anyone to notice him, kaw na nga pogi! pak!

When we got back inside, friend was looking at me like "huy anong meron, anong nangyari, bat kayo lumabas na kau lang?" Bawal? haha! pero kilig moment yun haha! We sat down on our chairs and our food is ready. Whenever I would look / glance at my right. I could see boy swipe, boy checkered, and boy salamin. Si boy swipe tangina nakikipag titigan ng malandi, sorry koya kasi di ako expert dun! Everytime I would catch him looking at my side he would wink! OMFG! I'm sweating like I jogged for 30mins! Shit, he's so gwapo! haha!

I am still insisting of having a change of seat. Ang bagal naman kasi ni daddy, alam namang ayoko sa kanya haha! I was asking for the seat that is in front of boy salamin, then ayaw ni boy checkered makipagpalit kasi boyfriend daw nya yung 2 nya katabi sabay hug pa! Bumanat si boy salamin, "you wanna change seats?" I said yes with a pacute and paawa face. "Why, you wanna seat in front of me?" KILIG! tapos tango na pacute haha! But daddy was giving me a scary look na may halong pang asar. He did not let me change seats. After eating, puro drinks and chichas nalang when daddy decided to switch places with boy salamin! Tangina! Sa wakas! haha! I really love talking to boy salamin! And ofcourse looking at his blue eyes. Boy swipe went drinking outside so he could smoke with the others. Daddy ordered boyband to sit beside me sabay banat na "there's your body guard, but you have to pay for him, $30 only and additional $10 if you're gonna take him home because he will make breakfast for you" Bwahaha! Gago talaga si daddy! Then he added "This one (pointing at boy salamin) you an have him for free since you reall like him, you can do whatever you want to him" Bwahaha! wagas talaga! I LOVE THIS NIGHT!

Then I suddenly thought of the date, it's May 1, and usually I'd be at the small church in my town with my relatives for our annual "Alay". It's not the first time that I missed this event, but still I was hoping I can be there next year.

Going back to the French Era, I am having fun! But then I know this will end sooner or later. Haaaay. At least I enjoyed my time....

When we're on our way out, daddy was saying his goodbye to me and friend. Si friend ofcourse mumomoment pa kay Frenchy. Si daddy binibigay sakin yung 2 boys bwahaha! Kung pwede lang talaga noh? LOL loko si daddy. He even said goodbye to boyband and boy salamin kasi kasama ko daw sila pauwi! bwahaha! i labyu daddy! haha! Opkors joke lang yun, so nag babay na din ako sa mga pogi and yes mamimis ko sila! :')


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Actually, before this May 1 happening, there were some other happenings pa. But this one is the best that I really wanna share it. ^_^


xoxo,
thecolorblind