ng dahil sa bike pic...

Crush texted me last Monday and told me that his bicycle is already finish! Yay! I asked him to post a picture of it on facebook and that I will send him the "before" pictures of that bike.

Yesterday I checked his facebook and I saw his bike pic, it's actually a wallpost of his friend... And guess who that friend is, the one who has a big crush on him and they're calling each other "bes". WTF! Crush told me about this before. Malandi ka talager...

We're both online last night and crush asked me to send the pics on his facebook. And so I did, I posted it on his wall. Then after a while, that friend of his sent me a friend request! Like WTF again!? I can feel that she's gonna stalk me! Ako din I'm gonna stalk her. haha! I told crush that his "bes" wants to add me on facebook and he said that it's up to me if I'll accept her or whatever. I even asked him to tell me somethings about his friend, sabi nya 28 yrs old na daw si mushroom at nursing sa ust, they both worked on the same hospital...

Ayun inaccept ko si mushroom... I opened her albums and nakaka break xa ng heart! She has a lot of pics with crush, at meron pang nakapulupot! Ayoko na!!! My heart is breaking!!! But I keep on opening her other albums... ayun, tagusan sa buto! :((

A good friend of mine was online that time and I told her about bru! She said she will add mushroom on fb and she's gonna epal with me!!! Nagsumbong? hahaha! Naghanap ng kakampi! hehe.

but still....

HUTANGINA!


xoxo,
thecolorblind

ang sibuyas, bow

Kamusta naman ako today? Ang sakit ng lalamunan ko. Buti nakapag morning meeting pa ako kaninang umaga. Mukang pass muna ako sa pag lead ng circle time tomorrow.

Tapos ang lunch namin imba, as in! Puro sibuyas na may konting scrambled egg! Like WTF... Kasi naman, aalis na pala yung cook ng school, so ganun pala pag aalis na kailangan walang kwenta yung ulam? Ganon? Napakain ako ng madaming sibuyas ng wala sa oras!!! May chicken soup din, na buong manok yung nasa kaldero, di man lang hinimay ni Auntie... Pak! Masarap naman yung sabaw, nilagyan ko nalang ng dried seaweed... Ayun, ulam na! Di ko kaya yung sibuyas mania! haha! Kung ginawa nalang yun na onion rings mas okay pa... Shems!

Pinacheck ko sa head teacher yung ginawa ko na activity plan ko for July, muka nalang okay, pero paplantsahin ko pa. Mabuti nalang mabait yung dalawang pinay na teacher na kasama ko sa school! Mukang magiging mabuti silang friend sakin. Pero goodluck pa din sa akin! ^_^

Dahil siguro sa sibuyas na kinain ko kaya nawala na lalo ang aking boses... tongono...

xoxo,
thecolorblind

let's walk, let's walk

last Saturday night i got a message from a friend... it's actually a quote / chain message and it goes like this:

"if i had to say yes to every question today, what would you ask me?"

since it's already sleeping time, i decided to send it to a few friends the next morning. Of course I sent it to crush! Since he is such a big flirt, he replied with the same quote and his question for me: "will you marry me??" I just got off the elevator when I read his reply and so I told my cousin! Ayun nakabog nanaman ako! haha! I replied on his message and then the next thing I know, he sent me back the same message / question!!! Bwahaha! Aha, he also wants to know what I would ask him ha!!! While we're walking to the bus station going to the church, I was thinking of a good line / question to ask him. I asked cousin to give me a very nice line, it's one of her expertise... hahaha! So eto na reply ko "Willing ka ba ibigay sakin lastname mo?" bwahahah! Mas makabog xa hehe...

After church, I meet up again with cousin-on-vacation-with-family. We went to Marina Bay and then to Sentosa! yay! I just want to tag along on their trip, haha! Yaya daw ako, sosy na yaya hehe. Long walks, kaya ayun, paltos paa.. haha!




I wasn't able to buy cousin's sister some white chocolate reeses's at Hershey's Sentosa. Good thing there's a Hershey's store in Tampines! We had dinner in food republic, Vivo City, and this is what I ordered, dried beef noodles:


Di naman dry e! Dami sauce! CORNY! hehe... Super dami pa, so I didn't finish it... We said our goodbyes to each other after buying reese's at Tampines. I had a good time walking around with my cousin. I even told her about my moments with crush! Haay... It was already past 9:00pm when got I home.

I turned on my laptop and fixed my July activity plan. I'm not yet finish actually! Haha! Wish me luck! Hope everything goes well... I am very thankful to my 2 Pinay co-teachers who's helping me around. Hoping to have a bonding time with them soon!


xoxo,
thecolorblind

orange lips

Yesterday I meet up again with my cousin + family who's having their vacation here in Singapore. We went around the malls in Orchard and look for some stuffs. We had starbucks (libre nila ko yey! salamats!) and then shopping (sila lang)... haha!

Whenever I passed by a MAC botique, I always feel like trying their lipsticks! I am so into "orange lips" now that's why it is always the color that I pick! hehe, and so when we were roaming around Sephora, I saw MAC right away and tried again the orange lipstick... and here is a picture of me with the orange lips! haha! before, my other cousin was teasing me that my lips looked like I just ate a crab. hehe


We passed by Rubi and there I bought 2 sandals, one for me and one for my sister. Same design, different color and sizes, and different price!!! The other pair was only SG$5 while the other is SG$10!!! Ayos!! haha!!! I even asked the sales lady to check the price, because the other pairs were all SG$10 each!!! When she came back and told me that the other pair was really SG$5, I didn't put it down anymore... yehey!

On our way home, we went down on the same station because they're also staying on the city where i'm currently living. So we had dinner first, mejo complicated yung seating arrangement, kasi may nakalagay sa seats kung sino lang pwede umupo, like if you buy Mcdo sa mcdo seats ka lang, or Jollibee, sa jabee seats lang, eh ang unti lang nung ibang upuan na meron dun sa binilhan namin ng food. Ang labo lang, bow.... Buti masarap kinain namin, kahit mejo illegel ang pag-upo. My cousin's husband bought food from the other stall which is why we can seat on this other table... basta ang gulo! haha! anyway, here's a pic of what we ate that dinner...

The food here in Singapore is not that cheap, so I must stay away from the malls! Haha! Pero lagi nalang malapit sa mall ang nagiging school ko! How's that???


xoxo,
thecolorblind

the SQUEAK!

Naghahanap kami ng popcorn kanina sa supermarket. Timing na bibili din ako ng napkin at towel at powder at cologne. So nakabili kami ng popcorn for tomorrow's class activity, nakahanap ako ng napkin at towel. Walang small size na powder at walang cologne na johnsons & johnsons na tatak. On our way going up to the 1st floor, may nadaanan kami na parang drugstore, yung parang watsons. I checked inside if they have Johnsons & Johnsons na powder and cologne. Ayun may powder! SG$1 nalang xa kaya binili ko na, wala pa din cologne. After ko magbayad sa cashier, may nasagi ako na maliit na kahon at nalaglag ito. Pag tingin ko habang pinupulot, ay tengene, contraceptives ampotek! Natawa ako sa sarili ko pati yung friend ko na kasama ko! Bwahahah! As if!

Before pala kami makaalis sa school, we were waiting for the parents of the three kids that were left in the school. Nung dumating yung daddy ni chipmunk, he asked his teacher to help him put on his raincoat. Tapos may sinasabi xa sa teacher at bigla xang napa-piyok! Bwahaha! Sabi ng teacher, why are you squeaking? BWAHAHA! Pigil na pigil tawa ko! BWAHAHA! Naman, chipmunk talaga xa!!! hahahaha!

P.S.
Binobroken heart ako ni Crush! Kainis lang! Para lang talaga xang si First Love! hehe... pero si Crush na talaga Second Love ko! Sige na, keep crushing my heart, mahal pa din kita! Chooossss!

xoxo,
thecolorblind

tuwing umuulan? ulan?

It was raining this afternoon. I was already thinking of which song to play later on my way home... So nauna pumasok sa isip ko ang TUWING UMUULAN at kinanta ko sya sa isipan ko. Sabi ko sa sarili ko, mali, di sakto yung lyrics ng song sa akin lalo na yung chorus. haha! So ULAN nalang, mejo bitter pero pwede na, hahaha! Di ko din naman na play iPod ko. HAHA!

each passing day is a record breaker

Usually, I get expired after two weeks of being away from home. Now I am already breaking that record! It's already past 2 weeks since I arrived here in Singapore. Wooo! FIGHTING!!!

While I was walking towards the elevator this morning, I was feeling a little bit of homesickness... Miley Cyrus' "party in the usa" was playing on my head, yun lang naman line na "my tummy's turning and I'm feeling kinda homesick, too much pressure and I'm nervous..." I felt like crying! hahaha! Emo? Or I'm just having my period very soon? haha...

When I got to my workplace, it felt like HOME! After seeing the smiles of the children, all my worries just evaporated. Lalo na kapag nagsmile si chipmunk sa akin... I just love his smile and the way he stares! Well, more especially when I got crush's quote (text message) about "missing someone" ay saveeeeh! Super helpful ang messages nya sakin, I mean kahit morning or evening greeting lang, it really makes my day! Tapos may special mention pa yung codename namin sa last line ng message. yiiiiieeee!!!

I'm going to handle the Toddler's class na this coming Thursday with an assistant teacher! Also, I'm already starting to make our lesson plan for July! Wish me luck peeps!

While walking home, I put on my iPod and played some song... Ofcourse I played Miley's PARTY IN THE USA, the first thing that came into my mind was her concert last Friday which I was not able to see... Bitter ako!!! Pak!!! Then I remembered my emo moment this morning, okay na ako, na-inspire ako sa line ng song na "so I put my hands up, they're playing my song, the butterflies fly away!" haha! Now I want to experience how is it like to go on clubbing / partying here in SG for the first time! hehe... and meet some cuties... LOL! sooooon... ahahaha!


xoxo,
thecolorblind

a re-blog... from one of my very very good friends...

- here's what my friend posted on her blog... about me! wow! thank you!!! super!!! I really tried not to cry, pero teary eyed ako teh! panalo ka! ^_^ magkikita pa tayo noh, ikaw naman, haha! you really are one of my best friends too! ^_^ and you know I love you too! ^_^ see ya again soon!

xoxo,
thecolorblind
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to my OFW friend! HAHA ;)

I really want to give tribute to a friend. haha tribute? sikat te? LOL No, honestly, when I heard that she's leaving the country to work in SG, I know that in time, I'm going to make this post! haha And here I am! LOL


I've met her when we were in gradeschool. She was a transferee in my school (my talaga? akin? haha) when we were in grade 5. I was there since nursery, duh! so errone's my friend already. I remember she gave me a necklace (which is still with me, btw) and asked me if we can be friends! duh? of course we can, but I didnt have a clear picture of how our friendship was when we were in gradeschool since we were in a different clique. I was a kid then, I didnt know how to mingle with a lot of people other than my peers! haha bratt. LOL but i'm pretty sure I wasnt a mean-oh during that time, and I know that we didn't have a gap when we were kids! We were servicemates, actually! She was on the first batch though, since she's living near than school! I was on the second ;) haha

We went on the same highschool, too. During HS, there were 16 or 18 sections of our batch, so there was like .01% for us to be classmates. Unfortunately, we didn't have that chance. saaaaad! At least we get to see each other in the corridors. hahaha..


College. Nope, we didn't go to the same college. Actually, we entered in rival schools. haha She entered Assumption College while I enrolled in St. Scholastica's College! Hey, we both graduated in an exclusive schools!! hahaha :)

Every summer, our gradeschool class, st. rose, have a mini-reunion where we go swimming! I honestly can't recall how we get closer! When I checked my multiply, and look for our pictures together, I realized that we only had a lot last summer! hahaha :) oh geez! LOL

I will share some snaps:

OUR FIRST PHOTO TOGETHER!

Whether you like it or not, Ren, this is our very first photo together! hahaha When we were in first year college! LOL sa Moa when we were out to watch Beowulf? :)

We do crazy stuff together!!

Haha! I didn't know we have this kind of photo! grabe lang sa trip!!

We share the same birth month!

I wish I could celebrate our birthdays together in SG! Sana yumaman ako agad! I only have more than 3 months to save!! AND I'M ABOUT TO RESIGN! how's thaaaaat?! hahaha.

We know how to have fun!

We can do anything under the sun together!

Your first photo as a licensed teacher!

HAHA! I have your first photo as a licensed teacher! anobayaaaan!

Why'd you havtaa leave?!!

If only our country gives great salary for teachers! hahahaha

You're gonna miss us, Ren!

You'll miss us every second you're in SG! nakoooo! hahaha ;)

I love you, Ren!

At least I get to say goodbye, with tears! ☺

You are not just a friend to me, you are more like a sister!! ;) Thank you for the friendship, and we'll see each other soon! duh? haha SG is just how many miles away, yea? Ilang oras na flight lang yan. PERA, NASAAN? HAHAHA! Surprisingly, you are one of the best friends I've ever had!!! ;) I miss you alreadyyyyy! hahahahha.. Gimme free plane ticket, para I can fly right away. LOL I want to work na din tuloy in a foreign land. hahahah!


I love you, my dear friend! Pause muna mga parties namin, hahaha. We can't wait to see you again!!!




P.S. I know you're kilig and maybe crying right now. are you? haha Im suchaa sweet friend, I know! LOL ♥

Banats for the day...

"Aanhin pa ang maraming ONLINE.. Kung si CRUSH naman ay OFFLINE.."

"kahit panghabang buhay na sintensiya ,tatanggapin ko basta't ang puso mo ang magiging kulungan ko.."

"SUICIDE, HOMICIDE, INSECTICIDE... lahat na lang pampatay pero kung gusto mo ng pampabuhay try mo "by my side"

hahaha! :D

First!

Yesterday I got my working pass from my agent! Yahoo! Di na ako illegal dito hahaha! I went to Dhoby Ghaut station / Plaza Singapura to meet my online friend from twitter for the very first time! Yay! While waiting for her, I loafed around the mall. I saw this school supplies store named Smiggle! All the pens and notebooks and other stuffs were sooo cute! Some are in very bright colors and some are on animal prints! :D

moving on...

We already planned before to watch a movie when we meet. So the week before we were deciding whether to watch X-Men First Class or Green Lantern. Since we're both fans of Ryan Reynolds, we agreed on watching his movie. After a few days, we both heard good feedback on X-Men First Class and she told me that her friends recommended her to watch it! So when we meet in the mall, we walked around first and talk about stuffs. It's almost lunch time so we decided to go to the other mall, Cathay Cineplex, where we will be watching X-Men.



Our movie ticket costs about SG$11!!! Fine, since this is my first time and they say that the movie houses here in Singapore are better than in the Philippines. Okay, the popcorn and drinks cost too much! Like WTF! I was just telling myself, "it's alright, it's your first time!!!". Next time I will just buy chips from the supermarket! hehe...



So there, we're both satisfied on the movie. Lucas Till is soooo cute / hot! haha! We both like him! The story and the special effects was cool! I almost forgot, the seats inside the cinema were bigger and softer! The movie screen is a little higher. :D



xoxo,
thecolorblind

the boy who looks like chipmunk

This little boy from my new school always makes my day! he's soooo cute and handsome, and he also looks like a chipmunk! ehehe... his bangs and his teeth (smile) made him look like chip and dale from disney's! haha! he looks more like Chip! ^^_



I haven't taken a picture of him yet! I don't know if my school allows it, haha! I think we're not allowed to, but I will take a snap shot of him soon! I just had him on video before he went home today! hihihi...

I'm not sure if he's pure Chinese. Because his eyes are round. His smile is soooo fascinating! Whenever he smiles at me, it really melts my heart! He's just 3 years old. I can just imagine how handsome he will be in his teen years....

So far I'm enjoying my stay in my new school / work. It's tiring but I always find something to re-energize myself... Like a smile, a wave, a compliment, or a hug from the kids in the school. The other teachers in the school who were also from the Philippines are nice to me. This is a very good start for me. I'm just kinda nervous on my IELTS exam! I will be taking it maybe on or before July.

Did I mention that my school is just a block away from the 3 malls in the area? Like WTF! haha! Now, I just go there to walk around and search for a free wifi signal! hehe... I want to get a new phone soon, I want an iPhone already! Everyone, I mean everywhere I go, there's an iPhone on someone's hands... Everybody has it! Gusto ko na din! haha! Inggitera much, haha. May unlimited surf kasi pag line! Haha! So ayun...

My dilema now is that I need some more clothes, because we don't have a uniform at work! Kulang din ang dala ko na undergarments! Bwahaha! I should buy some soon, habang SALE pa! ^_^

Tomorrow I'm getting my work pass from my agent! Finally! Next step is to open a bank account... (tapos pede na makabili ng bagong phone! chosss!) I will also be meeting my online friend tomorrow! Oh I'm sooo excited to meet her in person! Hope to have a good day tomorrow...


xoxo,
thecolorblind

salivate...

Yesterday we went to church to hear mass. Me and cousin went to the city afterwards. We rode a bus going to Suntec City. But we went down in front of Ion Mall because we were hungry already and she thought that Suntec City is somewhere nearby. So we were strolling around the malls and forgot about to eat.

I was looking for free wi-fi signals so we can "check-in" on facebook. There were so many wi-fi signals but only 1 or 2 are free, the rest are locked.

Sale is like everywhere! Good thing we're good at stopping ourselves from buying stuffs. haha!
Then we went to the food court to look for something nice to eat. My cousin told me to try crush's fave dish, Nasi Lemak. When I saw the picture of the meal on the menu, it's like a pinoy dish with a touch of chinese. So there, I ordered Nasi Lemak. I even asked her to take a photo of me with "love". We remembered crush's comment on my facebook wall when he asked me to bring him home "Nasi Lemak with love" hahaha! We always post crazy stuffs on each others wall. Hehehe.



After lunch, we were looking for Suntec City around Orchard. We don't have a map so we just kept on walking until we reached Orchard Central. Since we're kinda tired of walking outside the streets, we went inside because it was cold there. I tried to hunt down the Doctor Marten's shoe store and bingo! I found it! and I saw my dream shoes, in different colors!!!


Good thing I have my iPod with me, I tried again to look for a free wi-fi signal so we can browse the map and find our way to Suntec City. When we went to the groundfloor of Orchard Central, there was a cosplay event on going. So we made epal! haha! I saw Red Ranger and I asked him for a picture!


We rode the bus going to Suntec City. There's an electronics bazaar / show on going! So many people are going in and out carrying a box or two! Woah! Me and cousin were just collecting flyers hahaha! The laptops, cellphones, TVs and other gadgets are on sale! If we just had the money! haha! Here's a picture of me and a walking Blackberry Torch...



xoxo,
thecolorblind

Mella's 7th month!

Yesterday was our niece's 7th month birthday! Me and cousin baked vanilla cake for her.

While we were baking the cake, we were laughing outloud! The butter is soooo buttery! Bwahaha! The milk tasted like it's already expired! haha! But after we put it inside the oven, it really smelled so good after a few minutes!

We had KFC ang shrimp and the cake for dinner. May celebration eh! haha!

We ate the cake the next morning, and it doesn't tasted like vanilla... it tasted like butter! haha!

xoxo,
thecolorblind

mahal

and so after work, my agent texted me to call her... She told me about the feedback on my performance in my new school. Nag eexpect naman sila na makaka-adapt ako sa routines nila, haler 3 days pa lang po ako! Haha, I thought they already kicked me out of work! Haha! So in short kailangan ko ng pangpa-gising sa school pag work na! :))

Anyway, crush texted and forwarded some message on my phone like 4 times today! Ay kinilig ako ng bongga sa isang quote nya kanina! About sa boy at girl na nag gagayahan daw ng sinasabi, tapos sa huling line "haha.Aun, meeshee" ANSAVEEEH! Para sakin yung message!!! Hihihi... Gusto ko sumigaw ng malakas, pero natutulog pamangkin ko sa room, napatalon-yalon ako palabas ng room going to my cousin na nasa kusina! Ingay ko pa din kaya nagising si baby! haha! Super kilig and my heart was beating so fast! ^_^ Crush really is tempting me to send a reply! LOL! kasi!!! MAHAL ANG LOAD PANG-TEXT, PERO MAS MAHAL KITA! hahahaha!

xoxo,
thecolorblind

everything that i do, reminds me of you...

i miss crush... BIG TIME! :(

If he just know that I really love him... even though he doesn't love me back... "JUST SO YOU KNOW"... emo mode ako! hehe...

pero promise, everyday I shock, everynight I shock! i mean my heart, nasa-shock... kapag naaalala si crush... actually dapat di na "crush" yun codename ko sa kanya e! hehe...

if i can just text him everyday (mahal load! pero mas mahal ko xa! hahahay!), kahit wala ako matanggap na reply... (bitter mode)

everyday ko nalang sinasabi pangalan nya... sana nasisinok xa haha! :D



xoxo,
thecolorblind

first day high!

Woke up today at past 7am. I left the house at 8:30. I walked for 20minutes going to my new school... First day to work in SG! When I got there, super haggard look na! WTF! hahaha! Sweat all over! :)) I stayed with the toddlers class together with another 2 teachers. Super cute nila! All of them are chinese. There are 2 other teachers in the school who were pinays! Yahoo! Nakakagutom lang xa, haha! Circle time, then play time outside, then snack time, then wash time, then play time ulit, then lunch time, thenthen work time, then playtime, then nap time! Di ako 100% sure sa sequence ng haponings haha, pero yan ang natandaan ko. The children have nap time everyday. So when they're all sleeping, we went to the kitchen to get our free lunch! I don't know what the meal is but because I'm uber hungry, attack nalang! haha! It looked and tasted good! Noodles with I don't know mix hahah! After the children woke up, merienda ulit, then work time, then playtime then movie time then bye bye time! Uwian na! haha! Good thing all the kids was fetched before 7pm so maaga ng konti sa 7pm kami nakauwi! yahoo! Super gutom lang ako! haha! :))

xoxo,
thecolorblind

Rainy Monday

It was raining when my agent picked me up from my cousin's place in Tampines. She first dropped off the other new teacher to her school. Before we leave the other teacher, I asked my agent where is she putting me. Because my friend who referred me to work in SG works on the other end of Singapore which is sooo far. Bundok daw dun haha! When she mentioned that I'll be working in a school in Tampines, I was soo happy! haha! But the bad news is, it's near the mall! Nooooooooooo! Hahaha! 20minutes walk from my cousin's place to my new school! :D

Ofcourse kakakaba pag interview, pero keri lang! May back-up naman ako eh. haha! So ayun, good thing I bought a simcard the other day and then I texted my friends who were here in Singapore! Also my online friend! We're gonna meet soon na! ^_^


xoxo,
thecolorblind

i'll take you to the coffee shop...

After my farewell party, my college friends stayed at my place. We were about to sleep when one of us started reminiscing about the HARASSMENT and the KARAOKE moment of me+crush! hahaha!

When we woke up, it's already lunch time! haha! They want me to tour them around town one last time. So there, after lunch we went to the STREET where my relatives and friends lives. We went to my lola's house to deliver something. I was telling my lola that I'm leaving the next day and then we made beso-beso. While making meso-beso, my lola said to me "aabutan mo pa kaya ako pagbalik mo?" Like WTF! Tears rolled down my cheeks! automatically! haha! Naiyak naman ako sa dramarama ng lola ko! hehe... I teased her that she should wait for me because I haven't introduced someone to her yet! I also joked her that I will still get married so she should wait! hahaha! Ayun...


After that we walked to the coffee shop in town. Cafe Amadeo is it! We ordered caramel ek-ek frap ata yun haha! Friend tried to text crush, she told him to join us in the coffee shop. I'm not expecting him to say yes! At dumating nga xa! He just showed himself to us and drank my water! saveeeh!? When he left, he told us that he'll just change clothes and will be back after. Nag expect naman kami na babalik? Di naman e! Chos!!! Then I saw a chocolate bar on the table in front of me, where he sat down. Ay savehh! Iniwan nya yun! Di man lang inabot ng maayos! (feeler mode) hahaha!
We were fooling around with our baby Phil!!! Here's a picture of friend and me with Phil! :D


I'm gonna miss her, big time! :( She can't get over the fact that I'm leaving na! Parang patay lang haha! I told her that I'll be back, or just follow me nalang sa SG! hehehe...


xoxo,
thecolorblind

it's the flight...

June 5... We went to my cousin's place to fetch her... I took the time to say goodbye to the neighborhood friends... I texted them to come out of their house so we can say our goodbyes personally, for the last time before we fly! Friend (apprentice) went outside to say bye bye. Crush texted that he won't go out anymore, ingat nalang daw. WTF! Good thing I saw their mom outside and asked her to wake them up! haha! :P I replied via sms that I'll go to their house! hahahay! Pinasok ko si crush sa kwarto nya, habang ginigising xa ni mother nya. HAHA! Buti pa yung brother nya gising agad. Pa-VIP pa si crush eee! Di ako papayag na di ko xa makikita bago ako umalis!!! hihihi...

On our way to the airport, my very good friend from my college texted me that she's already at the airport waiting for us to send her goodbyes. She even gave us some treats! Baka magutom daw kami eh. TAMA! hahaha! I took pictures with my family and friend before cousin and I went inside to check-in.

TONGONO yung sa immigration! She scared us like hell! Good thing magaling kami mag-acting ni cousin! Pero na highblood pa din si cousin! Kasi naman! hahaha! What an experience! :P



I sent my last group message to my friends when we're inside the plane na... Lagi kasi ako nag GM... GM na para kay crush lagi yung message, hahaha! I even called some of my friends before I switched off my phone. Si crush yung huli ko tinawagan! Hihihi... I even brought the chocolate that he left on the table sa coffee shop. :D

After 3hrs, we reached Singapore! Cousin's older brother fetch us from the airport. It was raining when we got home. At last na meet ko na si baby!!! Cutie pie eh!!! ^_^


xoxo,
thecolorblind

farewell party

Last Friday night I had my farewell party with my friends. It was during lunch time when my high school BFF went to my place with his boyfriend. She came in early since she doesn't have anyone to accompany her home if it's already night time. She went with me to the market to grab some more stuffs/food for the night.



My grade school friends and my childhood friends came in late already. What's new? haha! One of my long lost childhood friend also came! I was on my 3rd year in high school the last time I saw her! Reunited ang DO-RE-MI that time.


Anyway, I rented a karaoke! I really want to sing out loud that night. I sang my favorite songs including my songs for crush! hihihi... A very good friend gave me a personalize picture of me! It's so pretty! But sadly I wasn't able to bring it with me on my flight... She even made me cry when they're about to leave! Haha! I'll miss her big time!


My other favorite group of friends are my grade school friends! They're sooo game whenever there's a gathering at my place! hehe... now they were telling me that they'll miss my house, haha! labo!? Ako kasi yung aalis hindi yung bahay namin! Joke! I love you St. Rose!!! ^_^


Most of my friends came from Manila that Friday night, that's why they arrived late. Some of them were watching the last episode of Mara Clara while the others were eating, drinking and singing outside. Crush arrived with his brother and with my backpack!When he handed me my backpack, it felt a little heavy like there's something inside!!! His wallet (xempre binalik ko hehe) and his perfume (that I asked him to give me). Ayiiieee! As I skip into my room I can feel my heart jumping up and down! hihihi... I can smell his "bawang" while he's handing over my backpack! He even changed his hairstyle! Saveeeeh! Kinikilig ako! Shet! hahaha! Not all of my childhood friends (our borloloy group) were there pero super saya pa din haha. BIG TIME!


My college friends arrived later than the others. They jived with my childhood friends kaya ayun kagulo na! haha! My borloloy group even gave me a white shirt with their individual messages on it! how sweAt haha! :D Naiyak ako after ko basahin lahat! ^_^

They were all teasing me and crush when he sang Love Bug! I was inside the bathroom when I heard the first sound (instrumental) from the song. Napatakbo lang naman ako palabas kasi they were calling out my name! hahaha! When they saw me smilling from the door, they all screamed like we're on a grand fans day! bwahahaha! Super love ko yung moment na yun! hehe... Everybody enjoyed singing and teasing one another while having GSM blue and Boracay Rhum!

Crush was about to leave when I grabbed the key from him! sorry bawal ka umuwi agad! hehe... pagbigyan na ako... :P Hinaras pa xa nung 2 kong college friends nung ibibigay ko na yun susi after 4hrs haha! Ahem! hahaha! eto na, dahil napraning na kami! ♥



The sun was already up when we finished! I really had a good time with my friends!!!

I LOVE YOU ALL!!! See you again soon!!! ^_^


xoxo,
thecolorblind

the facebook status

Last night I was chatting online with a group of friends. We were teasing our other friend and then later on the teasing was on me and crush! Kasi naman, I was asking where were they, and then crush typed "nasa puso kita diba??" ehhhh savehh! (tutumbling na dapat ako e! haha) I can feel my other friends giggling on where they were seated that time! haha! Lalo na ako! haha! I even reminded crush about my bag because he hasn't returned it yet. E dadalhin ko yun pag alis ko! :( hehe... If I can just fit him inside that backpack.... :P

Going to my facebook status na inulan ng ISSUE, super natatawa na ako! haha! I don't know what's gonna happen between my childhood friend and my college friend! BWAHAHA!

Today is June 3! Last 2 nights! :( :)


xoxo,
thecolorblind

hangover no more :(

Yesterday I went to Manila to buy some stuffs that I'm gonna bring on June 5. I grabbed some stuffs from Etude House and sadly, the thing that I need wasn't available! :( My good friend from my college picked me up in SM Megamall and then we had lunch at Shin Dang dong in A.venue, somewhere in Makati. We both ordered Kimbap! Yum yum yum! I love the kimbap from that korean restaurant! I'm gonna miss that... :(



After lunch we walked around Bonifacio Highstreet. Then she brought me to Manila Polo Club where she had her foot spa and my manicure-pedicure! Thanks for the treat!



After pampering ourselves we had dessert. She ordered this "devil cake" and I had strawberry cheesecake. I remembered when we're doing our thesis back in college. We were partners and we used to stay in the Polo Club to edit and research for our paper. I will miss her! :( I even told her to apply also in Singapore.. haha! Hope she will, or just have a visit there. :)



After Polo Club we stopped by her place and fooled around with her cat. Chococat is so big already!



Then she told me that she can drop me off to the bus terminal. We said our goodbyes to each other, hoping that she'll visit Singapore within the year!

xoxo,
thecolorblind

BREAKEVEN - The Script

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just praying to a God that I don't believe in
'Cause I got time while she got freedom
'Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even

Her best days will be some of my worst
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first
While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
'Cause when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven... even... no

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you,
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
'Cause she's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven even... no

What am I gonna to do when the best part of me was always you,
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces
One still in love while the other one's leaving
I'm falling to pieces
('Cause when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)

Oh you got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I'm try'na make sense of what little remains ooh
'Cause you left me with no love and no love to my name.

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a God that I don't believe in
'Cause I got time while she got freedom
'Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break
No it don't break
No it don't break even no

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you and
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
(Oh glad your okay now)
I'm falling to pieces yeah
(Oh I'm glad your okay)
I'm falling to pieces yeah
(One still in love while the other ones leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
('Cause when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)

Oh it don't break even no
Oh it don't break even no
Oh it don't break even no



--- ang sakit lang sa heart! :P