somebody to love...

Thursday, August 23... The day before I had chicken pox... I was so bored at home and none of my borloloy friends were available so I've decided to walk around the town... Bought some bread on one of my favourite bakeshop and then went to the hospital where my highschool friend is working.

The building is being renovated and so I had to go to the other entrance and pass through some small pathways. When I got there she was the only one duty on the station. She asked me if I went to see "crush". Like why the hell I care? BITTER ba? hahaha!

Tada! Oh ha, nabuhay nanaman si CRUSH! Eto I'll tell you the story... Before I flew back to the Philippines, I was messaging all my friends who's living nearby my place to see me dinner time on fiesta day... well it was fiesta so it's alright to come around my place. I was chatting with crush the night before and he's like "why would i go to your house if you're not there? maybe if you come home i'll be there right away with my troops" ULUL! He's always like that and yes it's so tiring... haha! feeler mode ako bakit ba! I never told any of them that i'll be coming home so I tested him haha!... I sent a group message to my friends that morning that I'll be home during lunchtime...and of course walang CRUSH na dumating! hmmmp! So I never contacted him after confirming that he's not joining our group trip that following Saturday after Fiesta.

So that Thursday, at the hospital, my friend asked me that she can contact his office and tell him that i'm in the hospital disturbing her. Then we found out that he was on leave that day. I was like, "aba tengeneng yun ang galing ng timing ah haha nasan kaya naglalagalag gun...". When friend left for a while to check a patient, I was still there at their station thinking.... I just realized that im already making  a call!!! When he answered the phone I went like "nasan ka?" he said that he's getting his new liscense somewhere in manila... i didnt really wanna talk to him so i just said "ah sige, bye"... bwahahah!

I was having on and off fever that morning but it didnt stop me from loafing around town.... Few minutes after the call I got a message from him... invitation ba ito?

"san ka? tara muna mag coffee mamaya.... libre kita..."

PUTANGINA! hahahaha! all the hatred went away.....................................................................poof! but I really wanna kill him! LOL....and when friend returned I was smilling like a crazy girl haha! I told her that he's in Manila getting his new liscense and he'll be home evening time.... friend was having so much duty that time so we really didnt had the time to catch up and so I went home and rest after taking out some Lomi! yay yay yay!

I took some paracetamol and rested for 2 hours? I already told my brother to drive me to this coffee shop when I said so... haha, boss ako bakit ba? I was even video chatting online to kill time coz I'm already expecting that crush would back out or resched... yes I KNOW HIM... pakyu yun eh... Then he messaged me to go to the coffee shop na coz he's near na daw... Ayun nagpahatid ako at xempre ako muna nagbayad ng inorder ko, daya talaga nun... mga 10minutes late! PAKYU! He arrived with his bicycle at ang batian namin *middle finger* while he walk towards me... sweet no? sarap sapakin... Had a little catching up...then silent moments coz he's texting and so I am... and then he took a snap shot of me and posted it on his facebook and twitter... ayun nagkarambola! hahaha! At! at! at! si ano tinweet si crush at ako hindi! i really smell something fishy going on >:P I'm really good at those kind of feeling... i mean like instinct... :p haha...

I dunno what feeling should Ive been feeling that time... kilig ba? mejo... excited ba? mejo... inis? mejo... oo puro mejo! kasi nga diba!!! I shouldn't have contacted him... babalik nanaman... ang FEELINGS na dapat nawawala na... I HATE IT!!! He's waking them up again... haaay... can you just let my feelings for you rest in peace? let me move! and he would just give me his "haha" look... i can already imagine what he'd say if I asked him that... Friends naman kami eh hehe... :P

ika nga ni Justin Bieber, I JUST NEED SOMEBODY TO LOVE... I need a new one... yung nakaka-inspire naman sana! haha! oo choosy ako eh bakit ba!? :)

Ive already accepted the fact that CRUSH and I will never really work... but just friends ;) and sooo....

dream on! tall-white-awesome! abercrombie and fitch model!? hahaha! or kahit same height, basta AWESOME! ^_^

let's fish... or let them fish me... >:)



xoxo,
thecolorblind

epektus

August 18, 2012

Went to a doctor to have my sipon-ubo-plema check-up. Doc told me that it isnt safe to fly with a clogged ear! OMFG... haha! So she resched a follow up check-up the day of my departure...

Heniway, same day was a planned day to spend in Club Balai Isabel in Talisay, Batangas... Grabe suki talaga kami hahaha! We checked in late coz our driver still has school so we have to wait... 

(my fave friend whom i always scold haha and cousin)

(bro's gf and sidekick)

(me and Thor)

(with fave cousin, he's actually a second cousin, but since we grew up together we're close to each other... i love him coz he's always "game" whenever there's a plan or a getaway haha!)

(ahh see, me n couz exchanged shirt coz they played basketball...and i just went swimming hihi, look at my shorts its gonna explode lol)

After one round of swimming I went out with the boys and drove out to buy food. We end up getting back to our town and fetch my other cousin and my brother's good friend who's now my good friend too. I didnt took a shower i just changed shorts and put on my cousin's shirt hahaha! In short i was sitting in the car wet LOL... and we were like walking in the public market looking for food to buy with my wet white shorts... 

Oh! I remember, on our way back to our town our windows were open and we saw this barney mascot along the way and he's like waving to every car that passes by! I even shouted "hoy" to the mascot and we're like laughing as we pass by the mascot and then after a few seconds of silence, that was the only time my cousin reacted like "uy si barney oh!" me, other cousin and forever friend were like laughing so hard! Super late reaction naman kasi! OMFG moment hahahahha! Can't get over that moment! Priceless hahahaha! 

(love birds)

(what happened???)

Since I'm a very bad influence, I let them try the "epektus" haha, the swedish tobacco that I got recently from a friend... >:) These boys were all like "wala naman talab, masama lang lasa" but when you look at them, they're moving and looking at things differently bwahahaha! Ofcourse, the side effect on me is that I have to move, coz my body really feels like dancing! yeah! i am the DJ hahaha! I only had one epektus and i thought it wont make me vomit. Coz on the first 2 trials, i had 2 and usually after the second round i feel like puking LOL... Still i went to the bathroom and vomitted a little :)) KADIRI! But the after feeling was the best haha! i was disturbing everyone hehehe... >:D

(talab na ng epektus!)

I already gave up after finishing a bottle of GSM blue... OMG I cant belive I gave up! LOL... I remembered before, we're drinking it like a juice hahaha! and we can finish a bottle in a blink of an eye...And usually I am one of the last standing in our session! woah, we're really getting older.... I remembered one of our New Year celebrations, i think we had like 8-10 bottles! WOOOOOO! years ago haha...but now i'm a little proud coz i'm drinking beer...before i wont really join my friends if theyre having beer hehe... special ako e, so para maka join ako bibili dapat... modoyo haha...

ah, too bad, i think this is gonna be the first New Year (2013) that I wont be joining my group... it's like a tradition already and i'm gonna break it! aaargh! :((

group photo! too bad the others went back earlier coz they have training.. oh ha ang arte ko lang wahahaha!

xoxo,

thecolorblind

2-2-2-2-to-to-to-toooooot

I can't remember when was the last time, the longest continuous days, where I didn't step out of the gate of our house. I'm having chicken pox right now that's why I have all the time to spare here on my laptop.. Yes, 22 turning 23 in less than 10 days and having chicken pox. Kainis lang! I'll be having those marks on my birthday!

Good thing I'm home... I don't know what to do if ever I was in Singapore...in this situation... I'm thankful that my mom and dad were very supportive... as usual.... my brother is so maarte lang haha... my sister was a little help coz she would get some stuffs that i shouldn't be touching... :p

Anyway, I'm making our terrace my tambayan aside from my room. At least here I could get fresh air and blast loud music! >:D

xoxo,
thecolorblind

wagas si 'teh!

got this from a friend's Facebook post... it's so cheesy but kilig! hahaha!

I am a girl, and I enjoy looking at boys' abs the way boys like staring at girls' butts and boobs. But you know, pag mahal mo talaga isang tao, it doesn't matter kung hindi perfect ang abs nya, or if hindi sya Brazilian-Japanese. He still makes your heart flatline every now and then when he does that something that made you fall in love with him in the first place. ♥

quote of the day... ma-inspire ka!

Every girl has a Prince Charming... yours just took a wrong turn, got lost, and is too stubborn to ask for directions...

- Owl City

pasarap kuno

Friday, August 17...

Was up early and I've decided to go to the salon to do my hair and my nails.

Was playing with our doggy before going out. He's so big na!!! And he loves to steal whatever I'm eating when I'm around him! Cutie haha...

Went to David's salon in Waltermart tanauan. I spent like 5hours there! Good thing my mom followed after 2-3hrs and so I was able to ask her to buy me food. She had a haircut and ofcourse she has errands to run and I let her go. It was the Footspa that took so long. Kinarir ni ate ang pagfootspa oh! Super sulit and so I didn't complain hahaha!

Went to the supermarket and did some grocery shopping... Have to buy stuffs that my SG friends asked me to bring back.

I was surprised when I'm on my way out, I saw Liam Hemsworth on Bench 's ad outside and Zac Efron on Penshoppe's!!! I was like a little starstrucked! Come on!!! Those two were like my number 1 and number 5 crush in the world hahaha! I was about to take photos but then there were booths outside and so the angle is not good... Boohoo!

In the evening, together with some friends, we went to lipa for some booze. It was a goodnight. I was like a "bad influence" coz I let them try this Swedish tobacco bwahaha! I always feel like dancing whenever i take one... My friend was feeling constipated and sleepy haha! The other was feeling a little dizzy but he can handle coz he's a smoker. Went to another bar and had plenty of shots! Omfg... Haha! I hate that place! Wala man lang pogi eh! I just enjoyed the company of my friends...and oh my brother is there too ofcourse.... He doesn't wanna try the tobacco yet coz he has school the next day....

On our way home My stomach was spinning! I already warned my brother who's driving that if I asked him to pull over the car he has to do it coz I'm gonna puke! Bwahahaha! I cant really hold it coz the road is bumpy and my bro is playing like he's Vin Diesel in the movie Fast Five like wtf! :))

I was tapping his side and he pulled over right away and there's the shower! Lol! May dinuguan at Kanin bwahaha! Sayang yun oh! :)) I dove to my bed right away after washing and changing clothes lol...


xoxo,
thecolorblind

town fiesta 2012

went back to my home country last Thursday morning... August 16... It was the feast day in our town. Since my dad is also home, they prepared some food and other goodies at home and waited for the visitors. It was lunch time when I arrive home... My aunt was the one who fetch me from the airport since my parents are busy preparing and entertaining visitors at home.

it's good to see some of our fruit-bearing trees in the backyard with the actual fruit on it! yay!

My dad's siblings were there and so as this very cute nephew / godson of mine!!! Halooo baby!!! He looks so much like my cousin!!!

Was doing vain shots while waiting for my friends... All the visitors are my parent's friends... lol

My partner in crime came with her best friend, who is already my friend too hehe... We did photo boothing in my room while waiting for the others... My friend-forever cam in and yeah i forgot to take photo with him haha! He's wearing longsleeves! aba ready for work or just got home from work? haha! good thing he has a job na coz he's like a forever bum! i always scold him actually hahaha!

My sister came home from school! Haven't seen her for almost 8 months! Coz when I went home last April, she and my mom was in the US...  and then my brother came next and its already evening...

Our other friends came late, as usual! what's new!? and two of my good college friends drove from manila to batangas! chicken na sa kanila yun! eh lagi naman sila nasa Tanauan with my boys haha! too bad it's a Thursday and all of them has to go to work and school the next day so bit in ang night.. haha... College friends brought cupcakes! Love it!!!

I wasnt able to enjoy the food coz i still have a clogged nose and my other ear is also blocked... coz of the fucking phlegm! tsk...

xoxo,

thecolorblind

Beautiful Midnight by B2ST

BEAUTIFUL MIDNIGHT

(BEAST / B2ST)

English Translation:

It’s a star twinkling, beautiful night
I hope this night lasts forever, hold my hand
The blue moonlight makes this a beautiful night
Walk across that sky with me

I’m yours – only you can make my heart race – I’m outta control
I’m yours, nobody, nobody can take your place
You drive me crazy

Left and right, you shake me up on this disco night
From top to bottom, from front and back, you flip my heart inside out
You are like cotton candy, I never get sick of you
Before this night is all over, let’s love all night

I still don’t really know love – the moment I first saw you
I felt a strong wave washing over me
Drenching my heart to the deepest corners oh oh oh oh Girl

It’s a star twinkling, beautiful night
I hope this night lasts forever, hold my hand
The blue moonlight makes this a beautiful night
Walk across that sky with me

I’m yours – only you can make my heart race – I’m outta control
I’m yours, nobody, nobody can take your place
You drive me crazy

Something good Nothing better
Just like a limitless credit card
I strengthlessly fall for you, but this feeling isn’t so bad girl
With one cue, I’ll go inside you, without you knowing
You will keep thinking of me, let’s meet in our dreams, I’m waiting for you

I still don’t really know love
Whenever I stood in front of you
I felt a strong wave washing over me
Drenching my heart to the deepest corners oh oh oh oh Girl

It’s a star twinkling, beautiful night
I hope this night lasts forever, hold my hand
The blue moonlight makes this a beautiful night
Walk across that sky with me

I’m yours – only you can make my heart race – I’m outta control
I’m yours, nobody, nobody can take your place
You drive me crazy

I just wanna love you all night long
I want to fall asleep in your arms tonight

It’s a star twinkling, beautiful night
I hope this night lasts forever, hold my hand
The blue moonlight makes this a beautiful night
Walk across that sky with me

I’m yours – only you can make my heart race – I’m outta control
I’m yours, nobody, nobody can take your place
You drive me crazy

It’s a star twinkling beautiful night

alaala ni crush?

I got tons of stuff beside my bed... Actually on my bed pala... I got my planner and a bunch of books that I haven't read plus the basket with the cables and chargers and photos too... I was looking for the photos that I printed months ago... Was planning on updating my planner by sticking the photos... When I saw this and found myself taking a photo of it hahaha! Damn!

How long has it been already!? I was also wondering why I haven't blogged about crush haha! Did u miss the most mentioned word here on my blog "crush" haha... Oo yan si crush! Tanginang crush yan lol...

We seldom chat online and most of te time naman he won't talk about the happenings in his life... Ako lang nangungulit as usual... So after yung last time na uwi ko, I broke a routine... Coz usually on the day of my flight going back to Singapore I would drop by crush's place or work to kidnap him and last April I did t do it anymore... Yes yes I really have to move on haha! Move on agad para Di na matrapik hehe...

Afterwards I found myself chatting to this other friend of mine (grade school friend na never ko naman naging classmate ng grade school) na I had a crush on last 2010 bahahaha! Okay move on na ulit Bwahahaha! Pare Pareho kayong Walang kwenta Pero da best kayo na friends ;) hope to see them soon! LOL... I'm gonna give them uppercut! hahaha!


xoxo,
thecolorblind

Cristiano Ronaldo vs David Beckham

Weird but super kilig dream!

I was somewhere with this football hunk and were like dating daw! Iba ibang scenes and he's always with me! F na F ko xa syet hahaha! Sana totoo nalang yun happenings hahaha! ;) :*

I'm not really into Cristiano Ronaldo, Id rather have David Beckham actually on my dream but after lastnight's fantasy I think I love Ronaldo na bwahahaha

When I woke up I was grinning like a crazy gal! Good morning ika nga hahaha!

While searching for their photos I also looked for their ages haha! OMG David Beckham was born on 1975 and Cristiano Ronaldo on 1985! 10 years gap! Hmmmmm.... Damn haha! But yeah damn they're both hotties! *drools hahaha

@_@

xoxo,
thecolorblind