Martes, Hulyo 31, 2012

Tonight (I'm Lovin' You) - Enrique Iglesias

I'm currently addicted to this song... haha! 


kamon-mamon!

Why is that whenever a girl will have her period soon she feels very sensitive and emotional??? I remembered when I told my guy friends that I wish I was a boy so I could do tons of stuffs with them... Haaay... I always worry about stuffs and I don't really like the feeling... I'm being very self centred that I don't mind what the others feel or thinks... ang arte arte ko lang talaga haha! omg...

Sometimes...actually most of the time I feel like no one wants to listen to me... Haaay... Ako pa naman si boy tagakinig... But when it's my turn to talk I feel like I'm just talking to myself... Good thing I have this blog where I can post all the things that I wanna let out... Paksyet... ang sarap sumigaw minsan ng "FUCK YOU WORLD! hahaha!"

I wanna go back to being active again... I mean sports and stuffs... I wanna hit something very hard!!! I wanna go badminton or tennis!!! Ang sarap pumalo pag ganitong feeling... I need to lose weight again and I'm feeling weak na so kailangan na magpakatotoo...

I wanna get distracted... Maybe I'll just continue reading the books that I bought or if lucky will be playing some racket sports... I don't wanna worry! Waaaa! It's making me more weak inside... Lol... My other distraction kasi is watching tv series online but for now i have to wait for the next episodes... Naman!!! Come on!!!

Season ko ngayon haha! Pagbigyan nyo na :P


xoxo,
thecolorblind



Crazy Saturday

Relatives arrived from Norway to Philippines to Singapore and then back to Norway again....

It's been 4 years since I last saw my two cousins and so I was so excited to see them especially my "party boy / bad boy" cousin!!! Months before they flew to SG I was chatting with him on Facebook and I told him that I'm gonna bring him to some club / bar when he gets here... He was so mean because he told me that people from Singapore are ugly and it'll be only us who's the pretty ones lol! I have to agree with that! Yeah! LOL

We meet up at the Marina Bay Sands on their first day here and we went in top of the building. It was quite awkward to my bad boy cousin because we were not really talking haha! I can feel that he doesn't talk that much especially if his mom and dad and Kuya were around hahaha! I told him that I'm gonna kidnap him on Saturday night and so the whole Saturday he did not come with us to the city and the botanical gardens. He just stayed at the hotel and sleep! Aba aba nagchacharge hahahah!


Saturday night! I fetch him at their hotel and we took the bus going to Clarke quay... My friend and her bf will be joining us but for the mean time it was just me and cousin. We had pizza and beer and then hopped to another bar and get him to try the Singapore Sling. He liked it haha and so as me. We were talking about stuffs and then we went from partying, drinking and smoking topic. Well it's good that he doesnt smoke, only shisha and he asked me to go and have shisha after the SG Sling because there's none in Norway and he mentioned that he really enjoyed it when he was in Boracay with his friends before coming to SG. AND THEN!!! He showed me something that I saw before from another cousin... HEHEHE... (*evil grin + laugh) He brought that all the way from Norway and now I think I am ready to take it! LOL! I remembered our other cousin who had her vacation in Oslo years ago, she took home that thing and tried it at home with her sister and she's like "tawa ako ng tawa, yung feeling na bangag talaga" haha! I was so thrilled that time but I don't have the will yet to try it... LOL


I was gathering all my powers to ask him to let me try it... I was asking him about the effects of it before ending up trying it... and there, I TRIED IT! I'm so ready for all the effect and consequences that might happen... We were still talking about  stuffs and I'm not yet finish with my drink when I started to feel the WTF effect!!! OMG!!! it's working!!! LOL!!! I feel like calling my friend to come already coz i might need her with me in the ladies room! bwahahah! define WAGAS!!! My head was like spinning for some moment and then i feel like I have to move my legs even though i was seated... Then I felt okay... My cousin was staring at me and then asked me like "are you okay?" and then he laughed! LOL! I said yes but a little dizzy and my knees were like being weak! OMG! hahaha! I was thinking "I  need the dance floor!!!" I threw the thing away earlier than the said timing hahaha! I think I'm gonna pass out if I'll let it reach the normal timing hehe...lol...

Friend arrived and we were thinking of where to go next. We tried to go to the shisha bar but it's fullybooked and so we went inside Aquanova and had some drinks there and then danced after one pitcher... Then we had this flaming drink that i dont remember the name... shot na! potek yan! I feel like hell but then when they played one of my fave song friend and bf stood up from our place and ran into the dance floor! WAGAS! Cousin was left at the table because he pushed me away and asked me to join my friend first..  I asked him to drink my drink coz I think I'm gonna throw up when I finish that one... Afterwards, bf went to cousin and dragged him along to the dancefloor... GOOD TIMEs minus the part where the band is about to perform and we have to get out of the stage...


We had another drink and I think I'm gonna die hahahaha! I asked my cousin to give me another of the thing and it felt good this time because I was standing up while the effect is on haha! Friend was not really a drinker coz she has allergies but this time she dared to finish 2 drinks and so the result, she can't feel anything and she siad it feels like hell... I brought her to the ladies room and there she had her crying moment. I scolded her, well not really, i just told her that yeah this is how your drunk version is so next time she has to limit herself. In the end I asked bf to bring her home already coz she's like a zombie already hahahaha! It was me and cousin now! He was enjoying himself on where he was seated with his beer and I was standing up near our table, dancing hehehe... I felt the shock coming so I have to throw the thing again... I can still stand up and dance... Then I suddenly went to the ladies room and throw rainbows on the bowl! hahahaha! Wagas! It felt so good after the shower in the bowl :)))) We went outside the bar and decided to bring him to my fave party place! We took the taxi and there we partied like strangers lol! Brother (our "friend" kunwari na bantam-salakay) was there and asked me to dance with him and cousin didn;t mind hahaha... Then a lot of awesome people were like around me and I left brother and sticked to my cousin... brother is getting more freaky!!! As in!!! Im not gonna talk to him next time! waaaah! I told cousin about that freaky bro... WTF... We were both enjoying the live band... and I told cousin that the bassist is my crush hahahaha! I am so enjoying the view hehe... Crazy night! When the live band performance was over, we went to the other club beside and had our final drink which I wasn't able to finish! My stomach is not cooperating haha, I might throw up again hhehe... and so I asked him to finish it hihihi....


Good time!!!


xoxo,
thecolorblind

Lunes, Hulyo 30, 2012

sssshhh... keep quiet!!!

i'm still on this online dating/flirting site... not that very active anymore... maybe 2-3x checking a day... hahaha! well compared before like every hour hahaha! just trying to continue some conversations that started... and finished some... or check some people who checked my profile ahaha! haaaay... I don't even know why I joined that site :)) Maybe to fish, hmmmmm... Sometimes I find it scary also coz a lot of Sharks are there! They're like they wanna bite me right away and feel like they will leave me in pieces me afterwards... WTF!? Only few are dolphins... but yeah dolphins don't really stay long, they also move to another place when it's the season or time hehe...but when you try to connect with them sometimes it gets connected right away but most of the time it's like they have bad reception or signal.... woooooh! game over! well you will really lose if you dont play it well... eh paano ba yan I don't like playing this kind of game?!?!?!

This is were I realized that people really come and go.. even though you don't know each other in person, the feeling still sucks that they did not stay... oh well, when they go i always wish that someone better will come and this time will stay..... I hate the feeling when you're like attached to them for sometime and then they'll disappear... I'm really emotional, I'm just not showy or anything hehe... So when you try to be caring or sweet or kind, I'll double it and throw it back at you...  i know i get EMO right away when people ignores me hahaha! depends on my mood too hahaha! Well I just think that I'm really no good on this type of case... haha! Ive already convinced myself that it's gonna be like this so i must be ready to let go and practice to be ignorant sometimes.... or the best part is not to get too attached... :) how can I help it if it's already in my nature!??!?! yeah yeah, let's just cry it out and then get something sweet to eat or raid the fave shop to let the emo-ness out... or maybe go to church and pray for the next fall or punishment to be not so heavy... haha... slash pulse nalang! hahahaha! tengene

*Welcome to the black parade - now playing hahaha

Moving on, I got this fish now and this one is quite a nerdy-geeky type... funny too actually! I was talking to him about what I was doing suddenly he asked for my blog address which I don't wanna give out! This blog is anonymous!!! He was trying to track it down and OMFG, I can't believe that he was able to get my blog! As in my heart was really beating so fast that time and I kept on saying OMG! OMG! hahaha! I'm busted! LOL! It's only my older girl cousins and some very close friends who's aware of my blog... and this fish is like the first guy that I know (a little) who's gonna read my kaartehan and drama sa buhay! OMG... hahaha! I've been talking to him on and off for few weeks already I think..!He said he's going to see the F1 race here in SG on September! I was like, OMG...! PANIC! hahaha! so there's like 50+++% chance that we will meet... I don't know!!! hahaha!!! only time can tell... but for now, i am wishing that he's gonna stay... LOL... who knows... Only time can tell... Hey time! Tell me please! So I wont go emo again and again! hahaha!

and yeah I think he's gonna read this anytime soon hahaha! Hey you! Yes you! This sounds crazy but i just wanna let it out! hahaha! Can i keep you on a fish bowl? I'm gonna take good care of you don't worry :P I'll make a pond for you if you want! hahahahahah! and maybe cook you when I get hungry LOL.... :)) kidding! :))

let's just wait for the next punishment! I'll be ready...i think I am... i hope so,... hahaha!


xoxo,
thecolorblind

Huwebes, Hulyo 19, 2012

JunJun

Meet JunJun...

He's one of my former babies who went up to the Nursery 1 last July 2. He's so cute and handsome but he's also very naughty and stubborn. He's also sweet to teacher and there are times where he's very participative in the class discussion.

I have 11 kids before June ends. 3 boys and 8 girls. Most of the girls in my class brings their own hair accessories and so my assistant would fix their hair which look sooo cute on them.

So JunJun, would often ask the other teacher to put clip or rubber and on his hair!!! And guess what, he wants the pink or the purple one!!! Even when we have colouring activities he would pick the purple or pink crayon. If I won't give it to him he would start walking away and crying! Like what the hell junJun!? You're a boy, a handsome boy who looks like a girl hahahahaha!!!

The other teachers were also fond fo him because he learns fast.


Sometimes when we're not busy, I would play with him and would put hair clips or pigtails on his hair hahahaha!!!


I love you JunJun! Hahaha!


xoxo,
thecolorblind

12:10am

Friday! July 20, 2012

I am feeling so hyperactive at the moment and I cannot let it out physically so I was power tripping my other friend on whatsapp... She was asking for some advice about love and I was like ruining her moment haha! But I have a point naman on what I'm telling her to tell her guy hahaha! The truth is that she's not sure about what she feels for him and so she's not sure on what to tell him... Pinapowertrip din kasi sya ni boy kaya ayun i don't know why won't she just tell him the truth? Or I also don't know what makes her feel to let him stay in her life na whenever she tells me about him puro reklamo and all... Oh well, too complicated... :)) Moving on...

I was also chatting with my brother online, I don't know why suddenly he became so interested into Gundams? Haha! I thought he's gonna buy me the collectibles that I've been dying to buy! LOL... Well, he will really remember me coz whenever we're talking about anime and collectibles I would always mention Gundam, Gundam and Gundam hahaha! We were talking about the action figures then to DVD and then ordering online!? What the...

I was also exchanging tweets with my friend S... She replied on my tweet about checking flights going to Australia! hahaha! Like I'm holding an Australian visa! :)))) Oh well, I'm dreaming again and so she decided to join in my dream hahaha! Why not choco-nut! This one is somewhat a little reachable compared to my European dream tour... :))

I remembered when I was in college, graduating year, I would always tell my friends that I'd visit Japan and Korea... Then after sometime I've been dying to go to the US to hunt down Zac Efron hahaha! Then it changed again, Australia to hunt Koala bears bwahaha, joke lang, to work sana after I finish my contract here in Singapore... Then it changed again, this time to China, to see the Great Wall before it collapses hahaha! The end of the world is near! hahaha! Then to Norway naman, to visit my relatives and then Italy to see Rome... Now and I think it's gonna be stuck in my head not until I go to Netherlands to party party haha! I even promised myself that i should be able to go to Europe on or before I turn 25! Panic!!!! haha... Germany, France, Spain is on my European country list! I wonder when will it happen...

At the moment, I mean in reality, Vietnam and Malaysia muna! LOL! But of course, nananaginip pa din ako! :D

xoxo,
thecolorblind

S in SG!!!

Last June 30 - July 4, my very good friend and one of my favourite friends went to Singapore with her siblings for a trip! So as a very supportive friend of hers I meet up with her and even took a one day leave just to spend time with her... :D



I just can't express how I missed we and how happy I was when I saw her walking out the airport!!! Parang "Tengene! Isang tunay na kabigan ang nandito! Walang oras na dapat sayangin!" I feel like I haven't seen a real friend or relative for a very long time! I've been longing for someone to visit me who's very close to my heart... And here she comes! Yay!

S and her siblings went shopping and shopping and walking and eating and shopping! Hahaha! I was their photographer that Sunday and Tuesday. I did not join them in Universal Studios coz its so expensive hehe... Good thing they went there on a Monday... That Monday night we went to Clarke quay and the siblings tried the ride there! G-max it is! Haha! She was forced by her sis and bro to join haha! After that we had a few drinks at the bridge! Finally I was able to experience drinking and hanging out on the bridge in Clarke quay! Yahoo! It's my first time hehe... Ofcourse we had beer... Lol...

My sweldo didn't get in on the 1st day of July and so I wasn't able to buy something for her and the headphones that I promised my sister... :(( damn it!!!

Me and S were able to catch up on each other. Even if we don't always talk or chat online, we can update each other whenever we ha the chance to. Tweet tweet tweet haha!

Anyway, I was reading her blog the other night and I was so touched about what she said about me! I love you S!!! You will be my very good friend forever! And yes you're like one in a million, one of the best pals! I know you can see my blog haha! I miss you!!! See you when I see you!!!


xoxo,
thecolorblind



Euro 2012

I'm not really a fan of football... Especially those league in the Europe... I only hear some news or stories about some matches and about the hotties playing on the field... I don't know why I got hooked into this league when I never saw any game! Well I would just google the results and some photos and videos from the match...

I got hypnotised by the posts that I saw about Spain and the players!!! Hihi... So I started crushing on the players, the Spain team! I mean most of them, I love how the Spanish guys look, literal yung itchura ng isang espanyol! I know some of them were balbas sarado but still I like them hahaha! I know I have very poor eyesight lol!


I promised myself to buy a euro201w iPhone casing before the league ends... But I can't decide yet which team... Spain? Portugal? Netherlands? Germany? I was rooting for Germany and Spain... So down to two!

Ofcourse nag champion ang Spain so Spain case for my iPhone!

I even drooled over the football jerseys in Adidas! Good thing I remembered that my dad is working somewhere in Europe and so I asked him of he could get me a euro2012 Spain or Germany jersey... He said there were jerseys but it's more expensive compared to the ones here in Singapore. My dad loves me that much that he told me to get the jersey that I want here and he would just pay me! Haha! It's around 100SGD and I was teasing him to pay me 100EURO hahaha! Love it!!! So when I got his text I went to the nearest Adidas right after work! Yahoooo!


Arriba!!!


xoxo,
thecolorblind




Epic Saturday

July 14, 2012

Hmmmm.... Rampa day with friend... I had to go to work in the morning and so I met up with her in the city after i got home from work. We were not sure what to wear, usually we have a theme whenever we go out and have a stroll around the city. It's been a while since we last did this coz she's quite busy busy with her boyfriend. And now that the bf is busy, she has her day off from him haha!

We were supposed to wear our killer sneakers but in the end we both decided to wear sandals, hers is with heels because we might end up partying when the sun goes down... LOL... I was just wearing a plain blue but cute top, dangling earrings and white short shorts and the silver gladiator sandals. I also started wearing contact lenses on weekends, so I am half blind hahaha! Well, the contact lenses that i have at the moment is not the exact grade that i have now on my new glasses.

Almost 4pm. Our first stop, of course, Abercrombie and Fitch! I was so excited to check out their new collection of flip-flops. I saw the plain color collections and I was hoping that the two tone ones are there, but nah, it's not there... sadness... I'm already willing to give out $38 for  a pair of A&F flip-flops... Fan much! haha! Friend convinced me to party at night! I always tell her and myself that I won't party because it will cost me a lot again. I really wanted to party like every weekend because it makes me happy and contented before the new week begins. The only thing that stops me from going out at night is the money.... haaay...

We had lunch at Takashimaya. Grabbed this "pancit canton" like food and this lemon grass juice! It was rainy so we were like running trying to cross the city streets. Checked out some shops that were still having huge discounts. Too bad whenever I get to see something that I like, there's no more size or other colors available... WTF... Friend was telling me that people were checking me out, ako daw baka say because she's wearing a see-through top! As in her bra is saying hello to the world hahaha! Well, she loves dressing up and she can handle it ;)

We planned to had dinner and some drinks at this German bar, Brotzeit, located in Raffles City. On our way there, we passed by Starbucks and we remembered that we have this coupon that we can use for a free drink! We only paid 80cents for the upsize! yay!

Then proceed to Brotzeit after finishing our drinks. We're still kinda full when we sat and ordered food at the bar. Well she doesn't wanna walk anymore coz her feet is klling her already so we've decided to go and grab food and drinks in Brotzeit to kill time. Friend is so excited to party that night coz it's been a while since she last partied with me in our favorite party destination...! She's counting down actually while I was enjoying what I ordered. She had this salad while I ordered some macaroni... The gay pinoy waiter was bitch like, akala nya jun lang oorderin namin!? I had 2 glasses of some german bier and some french fries afterwards. Wagas at panalo talaga beer nila! I'm loving beer in Singapore already haha!



We took a bus past 10pm going to Vivo City and then walked to Movida! I was like, "we're really gonna party aren't we? we're already here and look at what i'm wearing?! hmmm but who cares, anyone can wear whatever there haha!"

It was my first time wearing contact lens on a night out like that! I can't see clearly so I was half panicking to my friend like "how the hell will i be able to enjoy the scene when I cannot see their faces clearly from a far??? you must tell me that if I'm seeing or pointing out to someone awesome and if not  you must warn me right away hahaha!"

I was so excited for the music and the band, and most of all the crowd! The last time I was there was a week or two ago, and the crowd was so ugly and boring.. (feeling maganda haha). There are lots of people when we got in, and lots of awesome people too! LOVE IT! I know I can't see clearly but whenever I will point to someone who looks awesome my friend would agree, so di pa pala ako bulag lalo na pagdating sa usapang pogi! hehehe

We saw our "brother" (a guy from Peru that our friends met there before) in the crowd and he joined me and friend in dancing. I am so enjoying the crowd! I know mababaw talaga kaligayahan ko kasi super saya ko na sa konting sulyap, konting bangga, makatabi lang, eh lalo na when they smile at you or wink or the best part when they dance with you and talked to you! hihihi

Met some French fries and some Spanish and Portuguese sardines. Well, to make the long story short, those guys, I thought were the nice ones coz their approach is so kulit and not the usual ones who comes to you and will do some dirty work haha! But then, I was correct, they just wanna have fun... Like WTF... Yeah I wanna hve fun too, in the dance floor so let's get silly! LOL! Before the not so nice part, I was dancing with this guy who's dressed up like Harry Potter but when his friend introduced him to me he said he's professor x! Like when did professor x had a pair of round glasses? :)) Harry Potter guy reminded me of my crush and when I asked him where is he from, he said from France! I was like, putangina taga France!! Eh my other crushes were from France too! Paksyet! Hmmm I bet this guy is just playing around the club and so I joined his game. We were dancing like crazy people in the middle of the dance floor and were like making our own beat and moves haha! Then he dragged me to the stage which I never imagined I'll be on! Omg... I was dancing with a weird guy haha, I am also feeling crazy that time maybe it's an aftershock of the German bier that I had LOL.... I didn't like what he's trying to tell me by the moves and so I walked away from his group and went back to my friend. I was already expecting those things and so I moved on and danced the night away until this other guy showed up. I was just smiling around the people that will pass by me when he stopped and talked and danced with me. And omg he's from Spain! He's with his portuguese friend who seems suplado but he is pogi. Haha! And this espaƱol asked me and my friend and Peru friend to go with them to the next club. The 3 guys talked in Spanish and we did not get anything.... The Spanish and Portuguese took off and we were left with our brother who seems to be not acting like our brother anymore...

That's our fault, we trusted him. Maybe he thought he will be able to take us with him. Excuse me, we're not prostitutes or call girls. Pakyu ka! So me and friend decided to wait for him to leave. Now he's freaky! I don't wanna see him again... :( sad but true... he's not really a friend or a brother :(

Why does it have to be like that!? :(

Aarghh!!! Epic night but then It got ruined... I was enjoying the band, the music, and was dancing by myself an with friend... Oh well...


xoxo,
thecolorblind