I've been hearing and reading and seeing signs of the word and the thought of a BABY! Since last week ha!
Was talking to a friend about random stuffs and then we found ourselves talking about baby and abortion... Well coz it's kinda legal here in Singapore compared to my home country... Napasali pa si Rhian Ramos, a Filipino celebrity who was rumoured na nag pa abort sa Singapore... wtf haha
The other day I was on the toy store and found myself gawking at the baby gym toys etc... I was looking for something else ehhh...
Yesterday was a planned visit to my god daughter so I went to the groceries and grabbed something from the baby section...
That night a friend of mine (brother of my former housemate / landlady) and I also talked about the abortion thing that me and my other friend talked about. He was like "why does someone have to kill a life, they should have let it live". He was saying that those poor people in our country would never do that coz its a mortal sin. Well yeah it's true... but in this country and in this generation, parang laro nalang ito sa kanila... Sadness but trueness... :'(
xoxo,
thecolorblind
Linggo, Oktubre 21, 2012
Linggo, Oktubre 14, 2012
what were those boys thinking...
I think it started last week...
I was thinking of asking my friend a favour. This friend is working in my former school as a preschool teacher. So since she's already there, I was planning on sending her a message that day regarding my favour. Yeah I was just thinking about that when she suddenly sent me a message... Nangangamusta... Ayun I returned the question and she told me that her boyfriend for 6 years broke up with her 3 months ago...
I told her first about my favour / evil plan before we talk about her love life... She agreed with me so ayun... I just have to ready the papers and stuffs to type pa...
Friend was asking me to adopt her lol... She wants to be far from him... And she thought of joining me here in Singapore... I told her not to decide just like that... She should think about it first coz her main reason was she wants to be away from the lost relationship... Then she said the guy booked a flight going to hong kong even after they broke up... So maybe he wants to get her back... But friend said it might be their closure... Like WTF? Maybe he will be proposing! Haha! But she's really sure that it isn't like that because within that 3 months, she heard that the boy had a girl but not sure if they got into a relationship.... Boy is denying it... Oh well, boys will be boys...
I was like "am I fit to give you advice coz I'm no expert in this but I'll give u my best opinion..."
I remembered like few years ago... when I was with my friends including my brother, we were talking about girlfriends and boyfriends. They were insulting each others' exes and then they turned to me and said, "what about your ex???". They started saying names of the guys living around the neighborhood, those who got linked to me even when I was still little. oo, artista ako e! wahaha! Laughtrip coz they even linked me to those peanut vendors and drivers bwahahaha! KADIRI! lol... they were making fun of me na they can see my future selling peanuts or back riding on the tricycles like WTF!? Very supportive friends lol... During that time I never really thought about those stuffs. I am contented drowning myself into anime, robots, video games, korean stars and hollywood celebrities! hahaha! The worst is when they talk about me like i'm not there "when will she have and when will she introduce to us her boyfriend" then I'd start saying names of celebrities or athletes haha! toink... some of them would even say I won't get one coz I'm always with the boys, I walk like a guy, I talk like a guy, I bully guys and I dress like a guy! bwahaha! but not all the time... my brother would often say those stuffs to me... yung feeling na he doesn't want me to have a guy.. salamat ha! pakyu!
Then this topic was opened again last April when we were on our beach trip. One of my brother's friend was like "my older sister doesnt have a boyfriend too like ever since and i don't want her to have one". I was like, why is that??? paano naman kami!? wahaha! He told me "of course we're boys and i dont want my sister to get hurt" *standing ovation clap...
When brother's friend got drunk, he's trying to confess his feelings to our other friend (my brother's girl friend / school mate) and I was making epal bwahaha! I asked him again why dont he want his sister to have a boyfriend because my brother seems to be like that too... well aside from the fact that he'll have a competition haha! Brother's friend said, "i've been into relationships..." wow dami hahaha! "and i don't want my sister to get hurt because a guy was just playing with her... and i don't want my sister to cry..." OMG, the best ka!!! Now it's really clear to me... Im just not sure if he remembered that conversation with me and another friends coz he was drunk and he wont stop talking hahaha! We're 4 drinking outside the tent by the beach, and he's the only boy coz the other guys went planking already hahaha!
Going back to my college friend... Until now she would message me regarding her situation... she was like drunk texting me last night and I was like "you'll only forget for a while when you're drunk, then when you wake up youre gonna remember again... so drink to celebrate not to get emotional..." *pak* i just hit myself with the words that i told my friend hahaha! she's still taking chances... why not nga naman... they've known each other since high school... we'll see how it goes... i wish all the best for her... :)
xoxo,
thecolorblind
I was thinking of asking my friend a favour. This friend is working in my former school as a preschool teacher. So since she's already there, I was planning on sending her a message that day regarding my favour. Yeah I was just thinking about that when she suddenly sent me a message... Nangangamusta... Ayun I returned the question and she told me that her boyfriend for 6 years broke up with her 3 months ago...
I told her first about my favour / evil plan before we talk about her love life... She agreed with me so ayun... I just have to ready the papers and stuffs to type pa...
Friend was asking me to adopt her lol... She wants to be far from him... And she thought of joining me here in Singapore... I told her not to decide just like that... She should think about it first coz her main reason was she wants to be away from the lost relationship... Then she said the guy booked a flight going to hong kong even after they broke up... So maybe he wants to get her back... But friend said it might be their closure... Like WTF? Maybe he will be proposing! Haha! But she's really sure that it isn't like that because within that 3 months, she heard that the boy had a girl but not sure if they got into a relationship.... Boy is denying it... Oh well, boys will be boys...
I was like "am I fit to give you advice coz I'm no expert in this but I'll give u my best opinion..."
I remembered like few years ago... when I was with my friends including my brother, we were talking about girlfriends and boyfriends. They were insulting each others' exes and then they turned to me and said, "what about your ex???". They started saying names of the guys living around the neighborhood, those who got linked to me even when I was still little. oo, artista ako e! wahaha! Laughtrip coz they even linked me to those peanut vendors and drivers bwahahaha! KADIRI! lol... they were making fun of me na they can see my future selling peanuts or back riding on the tricycles like WTF!? Very supportive friends lol... During that time I never really thought about those stuffs. I am contented drowning myself into anime, robots, video games, korean stars and hollywood celebrities! hahaha! The worst is when they talk about me like i'm not there "when will she have and when will she introduce to us her boyfriend" then I'd start saying names of celebrities or athletes haha! toink... some of them would even say I won't get one coz I'm always with the boys, I walk like a guy, I talk like a guy, I bully guys and I dress like a guy! bwahaha! but not all the time... my brother would often say those stuffs to me... yung feeling na he doesn't want me to have a guy.. salamat ha! pakyu!
Then this topic was opened again last April when we were on our beach trip. One of my brother's friend was like "my older sister doesnt have a boyfriend too like ever since and i don't want her to have one". I was like, why is that??? paano naman kami!? wahaha! He told me "of course we're boys and i dont want my sister to get hurt" *standing ovation clap...
Going back to my college friend... Until now she would message me regarding her situation... she was like drunk texting me last night and I was like "you'll only forget for a while when you're drunk, then when you wake up youre gonna remember again... so drink to celebrate not to get emotional..." *pak* i just hit myself with the words that i told my friend hahaha! she's still taking chances... why not nga naman... they've known each other since high school... we'll see how it goes... i wish all the best for her... :)
xoxo,
Sabado, Oktubre 13, 2012
karma = *are you a bi?
I wasn't supposed to go and have a night out because I promised that to myself and to my brother... *fail
Last Friday I didn't expect that one of my friends would ask me to join them coz its her birthday... I wasn't really in the mood but since its like a little celebration of her day, I went out lastnight... With the condition that I won't be pulling out money except for the transport fare... Haha! I wasn't really in the mood so ayun Kung ano nalang maisuot...
I was wearing a white platform heels, 3/4 top and shorts... I was walking already along the river in Clarke quay and I was looking on the other side of the river when I almost tripped over!!! Shutanginabels!!! I sprained my right foot!!! Good thing I didn't fell down, natalisod Pero masakit Kasi naka heels ako teh! Walked slower and then the pain went away...for a little time...
The truth is... I was looking at this guy and when he looked into my way, he smiled and that's the same timing that I almost tripped! Putangina! Hahaha! "Earth swallow me!"
Yan, yan ang karma ko! Kasi naman Di dapat lalabas...
Me and the other three hang out by the Clarke quay bridge... No drinks... Just stories and songs and jokes and some insulting hahahaha! We were making fun of those people passing by :))
2 French guys joined us and was making kulit that we should have alcohol! My friend can speak french and so ayun natuwa si kuya then he ended up campaigning for the bisexuals... He said he's a bi and he is with that guy... He asked us if we were bi!!! I was like, kupal ka pala isasama mo pa kami sa pederasyon mo!? Haha! I like girls as my friends and sisters... and for his information, I LOVE BOYS!!! Too bad he has the looks, he shouldn't waste it into another guy for God's sake! Bwahahaha!
xoxo,
thecolorblind
Last Friday I didn't expect that one of my friends would ask me to join them coz its her birthday... I wasn't really in the mood but since its like a little celebration of her day, I went out lastnight... With the condition that I won't be pulling out money except for the transport fare... Haha! I wasn't really in the mood so ayun Kung ano nalang maisuot...
I was wearing a white platform heels, 3/4 top and shorts... I was walking already along the river in Clarke quay and I was looking on the other side of the river when I almost tripped over!!! Shutanginabels!!! I sprained my right foot!!! Good thing I didn't fell down, natalisod Pero masakit Kasi naka heels ako teh! Walked slower and then the pain went away...for a little time...
The truth is... I was looking at this guy and when he looked into my way, he smiled and that's the same timing that I almost tripped! Putangina! Hahaha! "Earth swallow me!"
Yan, yan ang karma ko! Kasi naman Di dapat lalabas...
Me and the other three hang out by the Clarke quay bridge... No drinks... Just stories and songs and jokes and some insulting hahahaha! We were making fun of those people passing by :))
2 French guys joined us and was making kulit that we should have alcohol! My friend can speak french and so ayun natuwa si kuya then he ended up campaigning for the bisexuals... He said he's a bi and he is with that guy... He asked us if we were bi!!! I was like, kupal ka pala isasama mo pa kami sa pederasyon mo!? Haha! I like girls as my friends and sisters... and for his information, I LOVE BOYS!!! Too bad he has the looks, he shouldn't waste it into another guy for God's sake! Bwahahaha!
xoxo,
thecolorblind
Huwebes, Oktubre 11, 2012
too bad then
what I really wanna do right now.... is.... to do DANCE CENTRAL 2 on my Xbox! But too bad I'm not home...
x_x
x_x
another quote for forever :p
In English:
The person that is very hard to forget the most is that someone whom you'd never had a relationship with but made you happy and made changes in your life...
*nose bleeds
*BOOM!
*got hit
*faints
*dies
Miyerkules, Oktubre 10, 2012
I AM TRANSPARENT
"i'm smiling but i'm dying..."
i am actually feeling so confused now... my mood often changes... timing is so close... luckily i am a jolly person so it really won't show... I AM TRANSPARENT... i dont really like people telling me or asking me why do i look unhappy or gloomy... so, smile and laugh! having a sad and gloomy face would just make me look ugly and old! hehe, i'm trying my best! this is me... emo nanaman ba hahaha! puro nalang sad story ko ano ba yan...
i think i'm having a bad eating habit at the moment coz i would always feel nauseous or very hungry or full... labo haha... the good thing is that i always have the energy to survive a whole day at work with the little ones...
something's happening or going to happen and i don't know what it is and i don't know who to talk to and what to tell... para bang life and death na hahaha
the truth is, i have a person in my mind to talk to about it but i am not sure about it yet so i don't have the courage yet to tell that person... i may be right but i may also be wrong... i am also scared of what that person would say and react... i should get ready... but even if i do, i'll be dead soon hahaha... no joke but this is gonna kill me... i think :'))
the feeling is quite heavy.. inside and out...
parang "get ready for the biggest shock of your life..." scary naman haha! i'm just scaring myself haha... expect the worst ba... hahaha!
i haven't started typing my last day with F1 boy... i just can't... yet... but just wait.. haha... *teary eye
xoxo,
thecolorblind
i am actually feeling so confused now... my mood often changes... timing is so close... luckily i am a jolly person so it really won't show... I AM TRANSPARENT... i dont really like people telling me or asking me why do i look unhappy or gloomy... so, smile and laugh! having a sad and gloomy face would just make me look ugly and old! hehe, i'm trying my best! this is me... emo nanaman ba hahaha! puro nalang sad story ko ano ba yan...
i think i'm having a bad eating habit at the moment coz i would always feel nauseous or very hungry or full... labo haha... the good thing is that i always have the energy to survive a whole day at work with the little ones...
something's happening or going to happen and i don't know what it is and i don't know who to talk to and what to tell... para bang life and death na hahaha
the truth is, i have a person in my mind to talk to about it but i am not sure about it yet so i don't have the courage yet to tell that person... i may be right but i may also be wrong... i am also scared of what that person would say and react... i should get ready... but even if i do, i'll be dead soon hahaha... no joke but this is gonna kill me... i think :'))
the feeling is quite heavy.. inside and out...
parang "get ready for the biggest shock of your life..." scary naman haha! i'm just scaring myself haha... expect the worst ba... hahaha!
i haven't started typing my last day with F1 boy... i just can't... yet... but just wait.. haha... *teary eye
xoxo,
thecolorblind
Linggo, Oktubre 7, 2012
the proposal
segway muna... before i continue my story about F1 boy, commercial....
October 7, 2012
I just got home from Marina Bay Sands! As in not just on the lobby or on the viewing deck! I was able to see the pool and other facilities around... Why??? Because I was a kidnapper for the day haha!
My friend's bf proposed to her in one of the hotel rooms! But before we got there, my friend was clueless (i think). I asked her days before that we should meet this Sunday to catch up and do our usual mall strolling. She did not want to meet me a week after I got back to Singapore because I might still have the chicken pox virus with me! bwahaha! So it's been a month already and I told her that I'm very harmless na haha! Moving on, she didn't know that the bf asked me to meet her to do our usual routine and then bring her to MBS when his sms arrives around 5pm daw. So I was like, what if she doesn't want to come with me, I'll just tie her up and put her in a box so I could bring her? bwahahaha! joke lang yun xempre! So I was thinking of good alibis to give her when we're together....
Sunday came! Friend said that she's lack of sleep, eh around 10am na yun so I told her to get more sleep and we'll just meet around 2-3pm in Marina Square. I was asking her to dress up nicely coz we're gonna take photos haha!
She's my "ate" here in Singapore. We were not really close before. Actually, It was her youngest sister who was like my BFF back in high school and her other sister was a good friend of mine too. Ever since I got here in SG, ate and I became closer.
So when we meet up in Marina Square, we were just walking in the moon... She just don't know that I'm counting down till 5pm bwahaha! I'm quite nervous kasi! Haler! I don't wanna screw this proposal so ayun. Good thing I am very good at hiding feelings... ;) So I was just talking about how it was when I got sick in the Philippines and I also told her about my "isang linggong pay-ibig" that happened a week ago... :)
From Marina Square, we walked going to the shoppes at Marina Bay Sands... Ikot ikot ulit, looking for a pink badminton racket hahaha! We got tired and so we decided to sit and grab some food in the food court. Good timing kasi when ate was looking for food, bf called me up and he's asking me to bring the gf already in the hotel! Like WTH, we just sat down on the chair and now we have to go to the other side of the mall to the hotel. LOL... You know what I told ate??? I told her that a friend of mine is in the lobby of Marina Bay Sands and she's waiting for this K-Pop star there! Bwahaha! I think it's a little effective when I told ate that, because when I was with her sister we also went to the hotel and during that time, a lot of k-pop stars cheked in that hotel! LOL... but i'm feeling that she can also feel that something is going on! haha! It was their friend who picked us up in the lobby going up to the room. Ate was like, "you know each other???" bwahaha! I just said yes, we like k-pop bwahaha! baduy! hahaha! We were trying to blindfold her but she kept on complaining bwahaha! The hotel room door won't even open right away! fail! bwahaha! We got her to sit on the chair and let her watch the AVP that the bf made... She was like "oh i know who that is! who's that, i don't know that person! where's my bf?" bwahaha! yes she cant control her emotions na so kung ano ano nalang masabi nya hahaha! you can tell that she's nervous and excited at the same time... When the video presentation ended, the bf entered and there he had a short intro before asking her to marry him... damn! I was so happy for them! haha! my heart was like burning watching him ask her to marry him!!! awww... they're like 25 or 26 yrs old... wow... idol ko na sila... i just don't know how many guys out there who are like my friend's bf... :)
I won't forget the bf's line "I already asked my parents and your parents for their blessing before I ask you, so now I am asking you, will you marry me?" shit!!! :') of course she said YES! After that we were talking about why did he not propose outside, i mean where there's a better view, on the viewing deck or on the pool area... Ate said, she might have answered NO if ever the bf proposed to her in a public place! bwahahaha! It was me, another girl friend and a couple on the hotel room who witnesssed the proposal... :)
We had Gerry's Grill for dinner and then fooled around the hotel's facilities before heading back home.
It was a good day for me... :) I was also able to get a message from someone that Ive been waiting for days to message me haha! Contest ba??? haha!!! Well, I really can't resist not to message you... but in the end I just put that message somewhere else... stupid crazy me... and I didn't even think that you would ever see or care about it... LOL... selfish me... hehe... forgive me for that one... i really do CARE and THINK about you everyday... I am still hoping... and wishing... :)
xoxo,
thecolorblind
October 7, 2012
I just got home from Marina Bay Sands! As in not just on the lobby or on the viewing deck! I was able to see the pool and other facilities around... Why??? Because I was a kidnapper for the day haha!
im a tourist eh!
My friend's bf proposed to her in one of the hotel rooms! But before we got there, my friend was clueless (i think). I asked her days before that we should meet this Sunday to catch up and do our usual mall strolling. She did not want to meet me a week after I got back to Singapore because I might still have the chicken pox virus with me! bwahaha! So it's been a month already and I told her that I'm very harmless na haha! Moving on, she didn't know that the bf asked me to meet her to do our usual routine and then bring her to MBS when his sms arrives around 5pm daw. So I was like, what if she doesn't want to come with me, I'll just tie her up and put her in a box so I could bring her? bwahahaha! joke lang yun xempre! So I was thinking of good alibis to give her when we're together....
She's my "ate" here in Singapore. We were not really close before. Actually, It was her youngest sister who was like my BFF back in high school and her other sister was a good friend of mine too. Ever since I got here in SG, ate and I became closer.
So when we meet up in Marina Square, we were just walking in the moon... She just don't know that I'm counting down till 5pm bwahaha! I'm quite nervous kasi! Haler! I don't wanna screw this proposal so ayun. Good thing I am very good at hiding feelings... ;) So I was just talking about how it was when I got sick in the Philippines and I also told her about my "isang linggong pay-ibig" that happened a week ago... :)
From Marina Square, we walked going to the shoppes at Marina Bay Sands... Ikot ikot ulit, looking for a pink badminton racket hahaha! We got tired and so we decided to sit and grab some food in the food court. Good timing kasi when ate was looking for food, bf called me up and he's asking me to bring the gf already in the hotel! Like WTH, we just sat down on the chair and now we have to go to the other side of the mall to the hotel. LOL... You know what I told ate??? I told her that a friend of mine is in the lobby of Marina Bay Sands and she's waiting for this K-Pop star there! Bwahaha! I think it's a little effective when I told ate that, because when I was with her sister we also went to the hotel and during that time, a lot of k-pop stars cheked in that hotel! LOL... but i'm feeling that she can also feel that something is going on! haha! It was their friend who picked us up in the lobby going up to the room. Ate was like, "you know each other???" bwahaha! I just said yes, we like k-pop bwahaha! baduy! hahaha! We were trying to blindfold her but she kept on complaining bwahaha! The hotel room door won't even open right away! fail! bwahaha! We got her to sit on the chair and let her watch the AVP that the bf made... She was like "oh i know who that is! who's that, i don't know that person! where's my bf?" bwahaha! yes she cant control her emotions na so kung ano ano nalang masabi nya hahaha! you can tell that she's nervous and excited at the same time... When the video presentation ended, the bf entered and there he had a short intro before asking her to marry him... damn! I was so happy for them! haha! my heart was like burning watching him ask her to marry him!!! awww... they're like 25 or 26 yrs old... wow... idol ko na sila... i just don't know how many guys out there who are like my friend's bf... :)
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It was a good day for me... :) I was also able to get a message from someone that Ive been waiting for days to message me haha! Contest ba??? haha!!! Well, I really can't resist not to message you... but in the end I just put that message somewhere else... stupid crazy me... and I didn't even think that you would ever see or care about it... LOL... selfish me... hehe... forgive me for that one... i really do CARE and THINK about you everyday... I am still hoping... and wishing... :)
xoxo,
thecolorblind
Sabado, Oktubre 6, 2012
Trip to Desaru Malaysia
September 22, 2012
Slept over at my friends' place the night before the filed trip! It was like a "staff field trip" maki epal lang kami nung isa ko friend since our other friend can bring along others hehe... Woke up around 5am and then took a bus going to NUS... Almost an hour bus ride so tulog mode ulit haha!
Waited for our ride and then off to Malaysia! yay!
First stop is to have breakfast which is a bullshit! Super baduy ng breakfast kasi KKB and the staffs were sooo not accomodating... so screw breakfast even though our tummy were all growling na.... Then next is in this chocolate shop... Bought some Durian treats that I wanna bring home to the Philippines...
bad romance haha
kadiri! lol!
^_^
Finally! At the farm! I thought it was gonna rain... nag hello ang dragon fruits sakin! first time to see this fruit on the tree!
honeys! expensive! f*ck!?
fruit treats! what the hell are those other fruit?!
Had an awesome lunch! It was on a seafood restaurant and since I'm a special kid, they made an arrangement for me and they served me this uber yummy fried rice with chicken and veggies! OMFG! Super sarap! They also serve chicken on the table and so I shared my fried rice to my table mates hehe... Heaven ang lasa ng food! woot woot!
Ostrich farm! It was very sandy in the farm so ang awkward maglakad coz sands went inside my sandals! WTF....
beep-beep haha!
they opened one ostrich egg and look how big the egg yolk and egg white is! 1 ostrich egg is equal to 25 chicken eggs! FTW! haha
they're also selling Ostrich meat 0_o satay version
Went back to Singapore around 9pm and reached home around 10pm? Then change outfit, off to the club to party! LOL... I was awake for like 24hours! Where did I get those energy!? hahaha! Was just dancing the night away... no drinks, even water! but I feel like I was drunk texting someone that night hehe... crazy texting for short... :))
xoxo,
thecolorblind
Martes, Oktubre 2, 2012
last week's theme song :)
Super sakto ng laman ng song ng One Direction! I love you boys forever! :) I will get my LWWY album soon! :D
Live While We're Young
One Direction
Hey girl, I'm waitin' on ya, I'm waitin' on ya
Come on and let me sneak you out
And have a celebration, a celebration
The music up, the window's down
Yeah, we'll be doing what we do
Just pretending that we're cool
And we know it too
Yeah, we'll keep doing what we do
Just pretending that we're cool
So tonight
Let's go crazy, crazy, crazy till we see the sun
I know we only met but let's pretend it's love
And never, never, never stop for anyone
Tonight let's get some
And live while we're young
Woahhh oh oh oh
Woahhhh oh oh oh
And live while we're young
Woahhh oh oh oh
Tonight let's get some
And live while we're young
Hey girl, it's now or never, it's now or never
Don't over-think, just let it go
And if we get together, yeah, get together
Don't let the pictures leave your phone, ohhhh
Yeah, we'll be doing what we do
Just pretending that we're cool
So tonight
Let's go crazy, crazy, crazy till we see the sun
I know we only met but let's pretend it's love
And never, never, never stop for anyone
Tonight let's get some
And live while we're young
Woahhh oh oh oh
Woahhhh oh oh oh
And live while we're young
Woahhh oh oh oh
Tonight let's get some
And live while we're young
And girl, you and I,
We're 'bout to make some memories tonight
I wanna live while we're young
We wanna live while we're young
Let's go crazy, crazy, crazy till we see the sun
I know we only met but let's pretend it's love
And never, never, never stop for anyone
Tonight let's get some
And live while we're young
Crazy, crazy, crazy till we see the sun
I know we only met but let's pretend it's love
And never, never, never stop for anyone
Tonight let's get some
And live while we're young
Wanna live, wanna live, wanna live
Come on, younnngg
Wanna live, wanna live, wanna live
While we're young
Wanna live, wanna live, wanna live
Tonight let's get some
And live while we're young
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